it was like waking up from a nightmare
but your nightmare didn't stop
blood
that red color on your small hands
but you still wasn't awake
so you didn't understand why
not until you looked beside you
you screamed
again
the blood doesn't stop
monster
thats what you are
you had a messed up need for it
it broke you
you lost control
"kill its in your blood"
no!
"hun"
you don't want this
you're normal
you just want to be free
free of them
you blocked every memory of that day out your mind
but you couldn't erase that
you knew why
why you did that
right?
probably not you weren't awake
you let your nightmares take control
you couldn't control them
but its better now
you still dream
but everything is fine
well until they found out
i guess that means moving
again
back to acting normal
it wasn't until that day
when they realized
it
thats when you realized it
the cruel reality you have
forced to make a contract with them
you break it and its goodbye to everything
but dont worry
as long as you don't get close
as long as no one finds out
everything will be fine
but remember
don't dream
don't ever dream
