I DON'T CARE
I used to care,
How people look at me,
I used to care,
How people think of me.
It had become like a second nature,
To make people happy when they're with me,
Now I know it's just a waste of energy,
But then, it hurts too much to see.
I used to block out,
the negatives thoughts,
And I used to ignore,
All the signs that I've caught.
But day by day,
The act was becoming exhausting,
I didn't know that trying to make people smile,
Is so heart-breaking.
So I told myself not to care,
I told myself to let them believe the lies,
I told myself not to notice,
The way they judge me with their eyes.
And now I'm just a cold, hard shell,
Now I'm not weak as before,
Now I do things my own way,
Because I don't care anymore.
