Chapter 1

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My entire life I had decisions made for me. What to wear, who to date. What gender I am (Female) and what sexuality I am. But later In life I realized none of what they did for me is who I am.

My entire life was a lie. I am not who every one thinks I am. The only thing they don't make decisions about for me is my music . But if they were to listen to it I think they would make my music decision.

I one day snapped at my elder for making me wear a dress too girly which led to me being put up on display at school for all to make fun of me.

After I got home that day it was the first time I made a cut. It hurt but atleast no one can tell me what to do with my skin. Right?

I guess it was an act of defiance. It's all I have to control. Everything else they control. It's my life my story my humiliation.

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