Falling For You(Johnnie Guilbert X Reader Fanfic)

Chapter 9~I can't take it anymore

Picture: Johnnie Guilbert
Video: Dearest Her Words by Jordan Sweeto(Nightcore version)
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-two months later-
Your POV
*dream*
"You slut" you hear an echoing voice
"Worthless" You hear the voice again. The voice was your abusive mother.

"Mommy" You see you when you were 7-years-old. Back to the memory when your alochic mother abused you everyday.

You see your 7 year old self being slapped,kicked,and called "worthless" "bitch" "slut" "whore" "freak" and worst of all being told "I wish I never had you"

"Kill yourself, no one loves you. Your dad left,all those people saying "you suck" are right, not even Johnnie loves you" your mom said

*end of dream*
You woke up next to Johnnie. It's now 3:30am. You carefully slid out of Johnnie's bed and to the bathroom crying.

You found a blade in your pocket and cut your wrist 17 times.

You heard a knock on the door.

"(Y/n)?" It was Johnnie

"Are you okay?" Johnnie asked

"I'm fine" you lied. You covered your cuts with your long sleeves and put your blade in your pocket. That's when you covered your face and cried.

You heard the door open.

You uncover you face and look it was Johnnie. "Go away Johnnie" you say

"(Y/n), I know your not fine. Tell me what's wrong" Johnnie said sitting next to you.

"I had a nightmare based on what actually happened to me. When I was 7. I lived with my mom after my dad left.
Everyday, my mom would....abuse me and say I'm worthless,I suck,and She wishes she never had me" You say then start to cry again.

Johnnie takes your arm and reveal your new cuts. "Please,don't cut. I don't want to lose you" Johnnie said tearing up.

"I couldn't take it anymore." You say

Johnnie hugs you "It was the past. No one can hurt you anymore. Your save with me and Bryan. You'll be okay" Johnnie whrispered in your ear.

"Thanks Johnnie" You whrisper back

Johnnie's POV
We broke from the hug. I wiped the tears off (y/n)'s face.

And, I kissed her.

We broke from the kiss.
"I love you babe" Johnnie said

"I love you too" (y/n) said

Pretty soon, (y/n) fell asleep. I carried her in my arms to our bedroom.

I put her down on the bed. Took off my shirt,latex down and put my arms around her.

She's so cute when she's asleep. I kissed her cheek. "Good night Beautiful" I whrispered in her ears

Then, slowly drifted to sleep.

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