A/N: FINALLY UPDATING SOZ
I promise I'll get faster with updating!! Even tho this is short I love you sorry bro!
Phils POV
yeah I guess using Chris's love for me as a comfort to how Dan didn't love me was a little cruel. I mean it was very cruel how I was complaining about how much I love Dan to someone who loves me. Chris must feel like I do with tess. ohmygod. I jumped up for cuddle into Chris's arms and hit his face to wake him up. "CHRIS! I whispered in a yelling voice, "Wake up!!!"
"What Phil?" chris grunted and rubbed his eyes.
"I wanted to let you know that I love you a lot and I'm really sorry I can't love you in that way but you're great and sweet and amazing and I really wish I could love you like you love me and we could be happy and-" that's all I could say. Chris kissed me. I kissed back. I held him close. It was a long kiss. but nothing more than a kiss. Here I was kissing one of my best friends chris Kendall. And
and I
I enjoyed it.
Chris' POV
that was great dude.
"Sorry you were rambling and you got really cute and I couldn't resist. Don't hate m-"
"I don't hate you" Phil giggled while he pulled himself into my lap. "I feel the opposite" he smiled wide his face as red as a stop sign. He kissed me. Phil Lester, the boy I loved had kissed me. It was a peck this time. but it counts.
"now get to bed" Phil jumped off my lap and under the covers to soon snuggle into me. right before he drifted off he looked up at me and yawned saying "Oh and sorry for waking you up" his smile was huge.
God it's just so easy to fall in love with Phil Lester. I do feel bad Dan loves him too though. I should really tell Phil, but Phil is just so damn cute holy fuck.
Dans POV
God dammit what the hell is chris doing in Phils room? why is this allowed. I'm supposed to be snuggled up to Phil. Comforting him when he's sad. But I'm here. In my room. So close but so far away from Phil. my baby pumpkin cinnamon angle cake.
okay Dan wtf was that?
there's nothing to be jealous about. He's just closer with Chris. Okay but does chris love him? no I love Phil. I should be snuggled into him. I'm about to sound really creepy but I wish those curtains were open so I could see him sleep. Phil is so cute when he sleeps.
He's so cute when he does everything. Dan stop staring at the damn curtains. He probably drifted to sleep in chris' arm and chris and him are snuggled up and chris looks at him so innocent and cute. and . he . just .
falls in love I guess.
DAMMIT DAN! that won't happen you love Phil; chris doesn't love Phil. why am I still staring at the window? get a li-
what
the
fuck.
I look through the crack in the curtains and saw chris lean into Phil. and. and they .
kissed. that was supposed to be me dammit.
I could hear my heart shatter into a million peaces yelling and screaming. damn I hate boys, I hate feelings, I hate chris. Chris. Chris is the reason Phil doesn't love me. fucking chris.
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