REBECCA'S POV
My eyes stayed wide, as he entered the trailer. His eyes never left mine, I couldn't speak. His body came closer to mine, and all I wanted to do was jump into his arms and tell him how sorry I was, but I can't.
Roman was right! I push people away and the matter of the fact is I can't keep blaming it on Jonathan, and saying that it was his fault because even though it was forced I got Sydney. Roman was right! I don't deserve him, and that was it.
"RoRo." Sydney says, jumping in his arms oblivious to our situations.
Roman grabs her kissing her cheek, but his eyes never left mine. I already knew what was going to happen, but I didn't want it too. Roman needs to leave, but no cause I'm right, but because the fact that I don't deserve him.
"Are you coming with us to Mommy's birthday party?" Sydney asks, not looking at me but at Roman.
Roman nods his head, heading for the door, ready for our discussion that I knew wasn't going to be great.
I take Sydney's hand, giving her my phone and headphones so she wouldn't hear our fight. I look in the backseat seeing Sydney gone in thought in my phone.
"I was wrong." He interjects.
I huff, shaking at him. I look up at the road ahead of me trying to keep my attention to the road.
"But you weren't Roman. I push people away, okay. I know this. It's who I am and always going to be. You deserve a better person to be with than someone who is always going to push you out. I'm not the person you deserve." I say, laying back in my seat, trying to compose myself from crying
Roman reaches for my hand, but I pull it away scared of the feeling I was going to get it he did touch me.
"Becca, you are the person I want. I don't care that you push people out because I will stay with you, and make sure that you don't slip because I need you. I need Sydney. I can't live without you. Rebecca, I love you. " he finishes.
"I love you too, but I can't do knowing I'm holding you back."
I look at him, before pulling into the parking lot to the theme park. Roman didn't waste a second before running towards my side of the car.
"Roman what are you-"
He grabs my waist pulling me into his sweet lips, putting his hands on my face not letting me go for a second.
"I don't care what you think. I want you, and Only you. Never will I let you go."
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Hey guys, so sorry for the VERRYYY late chapter. I been really busy, but I kinda words got hurt during my volleyball game, so that really doesn't help.
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Forced Love (Roman Reigns Fanfiction)
Romance[B O O K O N E] "I love you for all that you are. All that you have been, and all that you will be." ALL RIGHTS RESERVED (This was written when I was in middle school, so there are alot of plot holes, sorry!)
