Chapter 10

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This chapter was saddly deleted So I am re-writing it. Ughhhh I wrote like 2000 words and it deleted. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Kylie POV

Caspar told me the only way to cure heartache in his opinion is traveling. He said being in a plane just helps. I admit it is relaxing. But,it doesn't take away from the fact that I am silently sobbing. How could Oli believe I cheated on him???!? I was talking to my grandfather! Ugh.

"Hey its Joe. Even though I'm not a daily vlogger!!! I still am going to vlog this trip. We as in the Sugglees were going to go to my parents house. But something happened to Kylie involving love,so Caspar insists we take a plane to South Africa. We will staying at Caspar's parents house. We are telly excited for Kylez to meet Emma and Caspar's stepdad. No I am not talking about Kylie's sister I am talking about Caspar's mum,Emmma. Caspar is asleep and Kylie is sulking I won't show you that though" Joe vlogs

"I will see you when we land. Which is in like 5 minutes. The flight attendant lady is staring at me. Bye" He ends what he just started.

"So so blunt" I giggle then that giggle turns into sobs

"I promise Theodora will love you. Your grandparents love you already. Oli will understand I promise" Caspar wakes up

The plane had just landed. We were in a taxi on the way to Caspar's place. Joe had just vlogged what I just said. Caspar fell asleep again. I can't fall asleep unless I'm on a floor,bed,or couch. How can you sleep on something that is moving? I have no idea. We pull up into the driveway. I wipe the tears and mascara marks under my eyes. I grab my bags and we all head toward the door after Joe pays the dude driving.

"Hello my loves!!!!!!" I assume is Emma from dad's videos

"Hey mum" Caspar and Joe say in unison

"Oh my goodness. Kylie,Kylie,Kylie. You are sooooo adorable!!!!! You all must be hungry and tired. There is fruit on the counter and the rooms are through the right hall." She expresses hugging us all.

"Thank you" I mumble

We walk to our rooms. Caspar and Joe share one bed and in the next room I have a room. We share a bathroom. I was scratching my wrists waiting for Joe to stop shitting so I can cut.

"I am doing a poo. Why am I telling you. Especially on youtube." I hear muffle through the door. I giggle. He finally gets out the bathroom after another hour.

I search and search the bathroom until I can find a razor. Bingo. Disposable blue razors. I throw it at the ground releasing the blades from their shelter of plastic.

"Oli doesn't trust you. Why else would he think you cheated. Maybe you did. Knowing you slutbag. Won't surprise me. Kill yourself already. Last time it didn't work. That's how much of a fail you are. You failed at trying to end the fails. Fie already!!!" The voices yell and argue with each other

I forking hate depression. Jaspar forgot my pills...again. I guess I will just stutter and be depressed. I do the job and was off the blood. I pile up my bracelets on my wrists and walk out the bathroom being pulled by Joe out of nowhere.

"Pills" he hands me the anti-depressants and water. I obey and walk to my room. I have been trying to get ahold of Oli but he won't anwer. I remember he gave me James' phone number once. I click call.

"Hello?" He picks up at the 7th ring. I can hear sobbing in the backround

"It's Kylie"

"Bye"

"WAIT!!!!PLEASE!"

"5 min."

"It's was talking to my grandfather. I swear on everything I love. And I love Oli,so I swear on Oli."

"He is miserable. Just crying and huddling in a bsll. Doing nothing just sulking."

"Sounds alot like me right now"

"Come over"

"I cant"

"Why not?"

"I'm in South Africa"

"Okay then"

To be continued

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