Far away

Backing Down

          Today was a Saturday morning,I was looking at my phone. It was vibrating like usual. I didn't even want to read what the messages had to say about me! My life was a pain in the ass everyone hated me but of course my friends. I had a couple friends their names are Brianna, Ethan, Jake, Carlos, Rachel, Catherine, Carolina, Becky, Josh. Brianna, Becky, and Ethan  are single so am I ,Ethan is so hot. Brianna and Becky are more close to me and they know I love Ethan but I don't have the guts to tell him. I was the popular one in school until I kissed Austin ,Jenny's ex-boyfriend they broke up when we kissed. My friends thought it was stupid for the whole school to get mad at me for kissing Austin so they got my back. My phone was getting hot so I unlocked my phone to check the messages. Their was like two or three messages from Austin  I quickly read them he was still talking about that kiss!!  I was getting tired of it me and Austin wanted to get together but I was scared too because my family. They aren't mean I have my parents and my two sisters Jenny ugh yes Jenny's my sister the worst part and Cleo and my brother Kevin. Kevin is the youngest me and Jenny are twins and Cleo is one year smaller then me and Jenny. I was scared they would hate me too like Jenny does. My mom worked all day and my dad all night my dad didn't care about our life he was cool with everything which was sad!! Well we all had our own room mine was full Of pink I loved pink. Now back to my phone:) the messages said "can we go out I wanna hang out with u" and " want to be my girlfriend !!" I screen shot it and sent it to Jenny. I didn't reply to Austin!! Jenny came in my room without knocking she said"I'm over him I don't care what you do leave,  it will be fun without you!" I was to nice to do that I just rolled my eyes and waved her goodbye. She looked at me with a shrine. I smiled and she slammed the door it was funny I giggled. I asked Austin why he was so annoying. He said it was the way he was with love it was kind of weird in a way!! I looked at the other messages that were sent to me they all said slut,hore, wanna be bitch,uglyass,fake bitch,raper,and love is a mess your life is a mess!! I didn't care about the messages I would just block the numbers!! So I got up and made my bed I showered and changed in to comfort clothes just to be at home. I decided to call Brianna she answered
Brianna-"hello"
Me-"hey guess what"
"What Helen Berry"
By the way my name is Helen Berry and I was 17 years old!!
Me-"Austin texted me asking me to go out with and if I wanted to be his girlfriend and no I didn't reply yet I don't know what to say"
Brianna-" dummy don't go Ethan looks like he likes u and u know u love him I might lose your chance with Ethan if u go with Austin by the way who do u like??!!"
" well the truth the truth I like Ethan but I'm starting to feel something for Austin "
" oh my gosh I don't know what to say you need to pick one oh and what are u doing"
" I'm really bored come over Brianna I'm bored and we can invite our mini squad" I giggled
" fine but let me go first we will invite them after I need to talk to u"
"Okay see yaw"
" wait did u know that our mini squad are all single now it was weird they all broke up with their couple at the same time without knowing"
"What ?? That's weird well see you lates"
"Okay bye"
I was going to tell her bye but she clicked. I wonder why she wants to talk to me just me and her. Well whatever I'm going to go to the store to buy a couple things for we can eat. And yes I have a car!! I walked outside nobody was home I heard them leave they were going to New York. I didn't want to go they didn't care and I was old enough to stay alone it was really calm around here. I got to the store and walked in I got chips,cookies,popcorn,juice,water
-melon,Arizonans,seeds,peanuts,candy,
Ice cream,bored games,and pizza it came with hot wings soda and bread sticks. I carried everything off the car to my house I places everything on the table. The doorbell rang I ran to the door quietly I peeked from the hole and thank god it was Brianna I opened it and pulled her in and locked the door.
Brianna-"wow hey"
Me-" hey sorry it's cuz I'm alone and Austin said he was coming" I lied to her I was scared because I never stay home when my family are far far away!!
Brianna-"oh my gosh no let's go up stairs I need to talk to you really bad"
"Yhaa but first let's put away the things I bought "her eyes winded she said " you bought stuff" I said " yhaa why "
"No nothing I just didn't know you where going to buy things"
We walked to the table but the thing away and went up stairs.
Brianna-" I can't hide this secret anymore"
Me-"huh?? What do you mean"
"Well I like one of our friends"
"What?? Who?? How ??"
"I fell in love with Carlos"
"Omg I can't believe it where totally inviting him over let's invite them"
We called them all and they all got here together. I told them we had to be quiet they agreed we we're just talking.
We sat down Ethan sat next to me and Carlos sat next to Brianna  and Becky I was also sitting next to Brianna it kind of confusing.

Thank you guys for reading my first chapter!!:) it's my First time ever making a book. If theirs any mistakes feel free to point them out!! I'm really happy to share out to you guys this book!! Thank you for reading !!;) continue reading please!! Have fun ENJOY!!
Sorry because my chapter was small I'll try to write more in the next chapter!!:)