He's hot, I'm NOT.

24th star.

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>>DEBBY’S POV<<

This is the first time I loved someone. And this is also the first time I got hurt by that someone who I love the most.

I stared at him in disbelief for a few seconds and said, “Alright.” I took a glance at EXO-M and Sehun. They gave me a two thumbs up and nodded. I gave them my weakest smile. Because that’s all I can give right now. Nothing else.

I followed Baekhyun’s steps.

I don’t know where is he taking the both of us. I wanted to ask him but his face is serious… and his expression is really unexplainable. So I decided to keep my mouth shut.

We walked down the hallway with an uncomfortable silence surrounding us.

I looked up from my feet and realized that he’s bringing me at the back of the building. He opened the glass door and let me in. Without looking at me.

 Why would he, anyway.

I gaped at the view in front of me. I can’t believe that there’s actually a garden at the back of the SM Building.

Roses, tulips, daisies and many more different kind of beautiful flowers that’s not familiar to me are planted every corner of the garden.

He sat on the bench.

I sat next to him, 1 feet away.

Mixed emotions, unexplained feelings, strange thoughts are filling the atmosphere.

No one is uttering a word. Right now, I want the Earth to eat me alive.

“I’m sorry… for ruining everything,” he said, looking down on his feet.

“What?” I asked, not really sure if he’s pointing to the ‘incident’ that happened earlier.

“I’m.. sorry… for ruining every single thing.”

*You don’t need to say sorry.* I thought.

Silence. Long silence.

He stood up, and my head automatically whipped to stare at his side profile. He was looking up, watching the fluffy clouds pass by.

I like how his body is well built – not too small, not too big. I like how his hair looks so smooth… and feels so smooth. I like how his hands are so perfect, down to his fingers. I like how pointy is nose is. I like how his lips pursed every time he wants to know something. I like how his eyebrows almost met when I tease him. And I like how his eyes glistened when I look into it.

And suddenly… a tear rolled down his cheek.

“I’m really sorry.” He once again said. He looked at me. His eyes are full of sincerity.

“I …” He paused.

He sobbed.

“I love you.” He managed to say in between hiccups. He buried his face in his hands, sobbing hardly.

I don’t want to see him in a state like this – so fragile, like a very delicate petal of white rose.

I was speechless. I want to say that I love him too, but my throat and my mouth feels dry. My body won’t cooperate with my mind.

He continued to sob.

He brushed his tears away messily with his hands. He looked at me straight in the eyes, and said.

“I could never get use to the thought of sharing my bed, but I don’t think I’d mind waking up next to you every morning, afternoon, or night… If you let me love you. I will take such great care of you. I will do anything, anything just to prove how much I’m inlove with every molecule, fiber, nerve of your being. For me, love was just a word until my parents introduced me to you.

You were different, very different. Starting from your simplicity, down to your beauty. I never expected God to give such a beautiful piece of his creation. And I will never ever get tired of him for giving me you. My world revolves when you’re around – I feel energetic, I work hard, I feel light. And that’s because of you. And without you, I feel empty and lonely. I love you, just you.” He told me, his face turned beet red.

I stood up, fiddling with my fingers. I feel so wobbly, like my knees are so weak and jelly.

“You know what, I love you too. Loving you is all I really know anymore. I love you; more than sushi, more than my favorite loose shirt, more than watching my favorite show. I love you more than food, and you know that I absolutely love food. I was so naïve. I wasn’t sure about my feelings because, you – a rising star from one of the most respected entertainment companies. And me – a simple poor girl from the town… together? I thought it would never happen. Let’s be materialistic, it’s the present.

And right now, I’m sure – I have never been so sure in my life. I’m in love. In love with the man in front of me.”

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I think I failed... hehehehe.