One Love One Dorm

Staying Away From Joshua

When Joshua kissed me in the hallway i pulled away and went swimming.

I did everything i could to get away from Joshua.

When i was walking down the hall i tripped and fell on a really cute boy.

Luckily it wasnt Joshua but a boy with black hair and dimples

"I am so sorry"

"Its fine" he said.

"Im still sorry" i covered my face and ran off.

I ran into my dorm and luckily Joshua wasnt there.

My friend Anna walked in with her boyfriend Liam.

They said we should invite some friends over and play spin the bottle and would you rather after that.

So thats exactly what we did.
My friend Kira invited her boyfriend and it turns out he is the same guy i accidentally ran into. His name is Ashton.

And afterwords Joshua came in so i ran out.

I ran into the bathroom and found a blade so i did this:
Ill draw you a picture ill draw it with a twist ill draw you a picture ill draw it on my wrist and if i do it correctly a red fountain will appear to take away the pain and wash away my fear. (Those words arent mine but AlisaKC's)

I walk out of the bathroom with my arm bleeding badly and i black out.

Joshua sees me lying on the floor he picks me up and brings me to our dorm he wraps my arm up to stop the bleeding.

I dont wake up until the next day.

When i do i realize that im completely alone.

All the windows and curtains are closed and its dark in here.

I hear footsteps outside the door and Joshua walks in.

He kneels down and hold my hand and says "everything will be ok." And thats all i could remember.