"I just wanted you to know."
1. Indie Jacobs
I placed one leg in the freezing cold water.
"You're doing the right thing" I tried to tell myself.
Next leg. Now sit. I lit the blunt that sit in my soap tray. Inhale. Blow. Inhale. Blow. Soon after, the "weed" took over, and I placed it back into the tray. I sunk down into the water, thinking about what would soon happen.
I thought about all the people I hurt. All the people I stole from. I thought about Noah, Chanel, Kingston, and everyone I loved.
It wasn't supposed to be like this. When I was little, I didn't fantasize about causing pain to so many people. Or taking people from their families. I was supposed to get married, with a family, with an education. But I'm just 22, without a high school diploma, a child who'll grow up without a mother, and parents who were always too busy to ask what was going on with their daughter.
I sunk down even deeper until the water until only my head remained. "No one will miss you if you do it. Everyone hates you now . Just get it over with." I continued to think to myself.
I took a deep breath and sunk my whole body into the tub. I was holding my breath for a few seconds, thinking about how I got to this point, until I couldn't do it any longer. I let go and the water consumed me.
YOU ARE READING
Dangerous
Teen Fiction"Money or me?" "You of course" "Are you sure" "I'm very sure. No amount of money in the world could ever change how I feel about you Kingston." She thought.
