WITH YOU [Wangxian]

Chapter --- 30

Weiying get up and head towards his room... He lie down on the bed thinking about what wrong he have done, and why his Lanzhan hurt him again.

The whole evening Weiying don't see Wangji again but later at night when Weiying come downstairs at kitchen to drink water he saw Wangji was sitting on the couch with closed eyes.., first Weiying was feel feeling afraid to call him but then he ganther courage and call out...

"Lanzhan"

Wangji open his eyes and look at him with something else in his eyes... He straighten up sit properly on the couch... "I went to meet my brother"

"Ohh how is Xichen gege and uncle" Weiying ask

"They are good but i am not" he look at Weiying

"What happened to you...," Weiying said and goes towards him put his hand on Wangji's tample Wangji hold his hand and put it on his cheeks..., "Weiying did i ever hurt you that bad.. that you have to tell it to someone else" he said with a sad voice. Weiying cup his face with both hands

"No.. believe me i never tell anything to anyone" he said with a paniced voice...

"But you know what my brother said.. i try to force myself on you i try to take advantage of your love... And all these things i guess..., your brother told him" he said, try to manipulate him

"Did i ever try to force sex on you...., if i did you can tell me.. why you tell him Weiying it's our personal matter, don't you feel that" he said try to gaslighting him argue with him he was not even listen to Weiying what he wants to say.

"Lanzhan listen please i didn't told him anything i swear i.. didn't...." Before Weiying can complete Wangji push him hard which laid Weiying fall on the... He hisses in pain

"Weiying are you okay i am sorry I don't mean to push you" Wangji said with panic..

"I know Lanzhan you didn't do it on purpose it's okay i am okay" Weiying said Wangji help him to get up.

"But you did it on purpose" Wangji said suddenly

"Did what.." Weiying ask

"You tell your brother that i hurt you, i force you huh."

"No Wangji i didn't why do i...?"

"Then prove it... That we are happily married that we have sex when we both want hmm"

"Lanzhan what are you saying.., how can i..." Before he can complete Wangji cut him

"Let's do it now hmm ..." He pull Weiying close by his waist

"It's midnight Lanzhan now " Wangji again cut him

"Love don't see the time baby" Wangji said with a smirk and throw Weiying over his shoulder carry him to the bedroom Weiying choose not to said anything just to make up for the mistake he didn't even do..., and again the whole night pass with tears, pain, and silent muffles. Sometimes our body get used to the pain but our mind our heart doesn't, specially when you know in your mind that, you are being used by someone you love but your heart denied it, with a hope that maybe it's the way of the other to show their love. That is what Weiging felt his body was breaking but the man he love didn't even notice the pain.

This keep happening, there is not a direct physical attacks, but also nothing less then that.... words which cut more deeply then a knife, forceful physical intimacy in the name of love... try to blackmail emotionally, he endure everything, everyday he break, bleed but again put himself together with the though that it's his partner, his husband the men he always love.

Slowly close everyone noticed the happy, cheerful and careless Weiying become quite and weak. Today while shooting for the drama Weiying suddenly fainted.... When he open his eyes he found him in the dressing room Cheng was sitting beside him....

"You woke up.." Cheng said and help him to sit up

"You fainted twice today, Weiying please stop this now"...

"Cheng it's just work pressure."

"Work pressure..?" Cheng chuckled mockingly. "Weiying you really think that you can fool me? The person you grow up with? I am your brother Weiying, and it's not like this is the first time you are shooting a drama, you handle much more hectic schedules then this but I never saw you in miserable state like this. Everything which is happening to you is not right please try to understand... You" Before Cheng can finish Weiying cut him off

"Cheng stop interfering in my personal life"

"I am interfering? Weiying you are the one who forgot his own worth and enduring everything like a weak puppy.... WHY...?" Cheng said with tearful eyes

"Yes you are interfering like you always do, you even told Xichen ge about our personal matter, Cheng i know he is your boyfriend but also he is Lanzhan's brother, you know how much he get embarrassed when Xichen ge talk about it with him...? And yes I endure everything Because I love him"

Cheng chuckled bitterly... "You love him... Okay..., and what about him.., huh? Is his love is the same as yours?"

"Y....yes he said he loves me" Weiying said but there is somewhere a doubt in his voice

Cheng just nod... "Okay if you say so" he said and left

Weiying knows he did it wrong, he hurt his brother, the person who always love and protect him but never say it aloud, he knows maybe after this Cheng will distance himself from him, but what is his fault?

After wrapping up Weiying left for his home.. all the way of his home he keep thinking about this, he regret after saying all those things to his brother when he arrived he knock the main door but no one respond.. he open the door with his key card and entered...

"Lanzhan.." he called but still no response, so he head towards the bedroom. After coming upstairs he push the bedroom door and Froze at the scene...

"L..lan..zhan".... He suttered this with difficulty.. a tear drop roll from his eye..

Hey sweetied 🤗

It's been a long time, I took a very long break this time, and I am sorry for that  did you miss me?🥹.

But I completed the story in my notes so I'll upload it more often now. And Happy new year 🎊 stay healthy and safe. i know it's late  but the first month is still left 😁 so it's legal.

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