The life with the sacconejoys....

Changing stuff...

It was Friday morning and the shock from one million subscribers was over.

"Hey friends." I said and looked at the camera. I smiled, for the first time in a long time i smiled a true smile.

"It was a long time ago. But you missed me right? You better have!" I said and lauged.

"No just kidding." I said and smiled.

I turned around and put the camera on a bench.

"I'm going to do a thing that I'm scared to life to do. But I'm going to do it. It might be a shock to a lot of people with everything going on right now. Especially with me and Joe." I said and took a deep breath like i was going to announce it.

"Not now tho." I laughed and smiled playfully.

"Hah see ya later friends." I said and smiled.

I put the camera down.

I was going to film the video but didn't have the self esteem to do it. I couldn't think of all the hate I'll get.

Not a lot of people knew it. Just a few. Zoe, Alfie, Anna, Jonathan and Esme.

I'm just really concerned about how Joe will react and if he even want to be my friend.

*

"Everyone will support you i swear." Esme said and hugged me.

"It's okay to be what you are." She said and i dried my tears.

"But what if everyone hate me?" I asked her and she shook her head.

"You'll always have me, Alfie, Zoe, Anna and Jonathan." She said.

"But i need you to do something." She said.

"Mhm?" I looked up.

"I want you to tell Joe first." She said.

"Okay." I said and hugged her again.

"I'll go do it now see you later." I said and walked out of her door.

I walked through the corridor and turned at the Jelsa room.

"Joe sit down i need to tell you something." I said and he sat down.

*

He stormed out of the room.

"Joe please come back!" I screamed after him.

The elevator door shut before i could get into it.

I ran to Esmes room. I knocked she opened. I trew myself up in her arms and cried.

"He hates me now." I cried out.

"If he hates you now he didn't like you from the beginning because this is who you are." She said and hugged me.

"And everyone should like you because you're awesome." Esme said and hugged me.

She sbacked away and got her phone out. She plugged it into her speakers and bursted out Shawn Mendes album Handwritten.

We laughed and sang along for a while.

*

I was going to the roof. I've heard that Joe was there.

The door opened and i saw Joe looking over the edge.

"Joe..." I said carefully.

"What?" He turned around and looked at me.

"Why didn't you tell me?!" He screamed at me.

He pushed me up against the wall.

He wasn't going to kiss me tho this was aggressive.

"Joe this is who i am and i can't change it you need to accept me for who i am." I said and he slowly released his hand.

"Yeah but you should have told me before we got together so i didn't have to get ny heart broken." He said.

// What do you think that the announcement that Elsa is coming with is? And one thing i won't write a new book before it get four guesses what elsa is announcing.//