Twisted

Chapter 4

[A/N] Hi!! I know my last chapter was really really short but it was kind of a filler, like I needed that to happen for the story to make sense but it wasn't very long... anyway, I'm gonna try and update so i'll write fast.. GO! :)

[Louis' P.O.V.]

I had just woken from a distressed and tearful sleep, my mum was still sat next to me. 

"Mum?" I asked

"Yes, sweetie? how are you feeling?"

"A lot better actually, can I speak to Anne?"

"Um, I'll call her, she will probably still be very upset over the death of Harry..."

I held back the tears that tried to escape when I heard his name. "Thanks Mum."

I lay back down and watched my mum dial Anne's number, I didn't know why I wanted to speak to her, I would probably just cry but.. she was the closest I could get to Harry.

"She's not picking up Lou, sorry I'll try again later." My mum said apologetically. I sighed heavily but tried not to think about it anymore. But it was too hard. I could see that she was sad aswell, Anne is her best friend, I knew my mum would miss Harry too. I felt rejected, it was like a peice was just taken away from my puzzle. 

"Mum." I sobbed, "How did this happen? How did my whole world just turn around in a matter of hours? Even minutes!"

"I don't know hunny, I really don't know" she started to well up as she reached for my hand. 

"Can we leave? This place makes it really hard to take my mind of things."

"I'll speak to the nurse" she winked at me and then walked off. I shut my eyes tightly, hoping that when I woke up it would just be a dream... it wasn't, as much as I wished it wasn't, this was real. Without thinking I started to sing The first words of Never Say Never... again the words that changed my life. I saw my mum walking over to me with a smile on her face

"We can go home!" She exclaimed, the first good news I had received since the crash.

I grabbed my clothes from my bed side table and tried to push myself up but my legs failed me. I stumbled and fell to my knees. My mum grabbed me under the arm and helped me stand. I wasn't used to it after lying down for so long, I got my balance and then I was fine. I pulled on my jeans and then removed my hospital gown. I slipped on my t-shirt and looked up at my mum who was ready to go. She smiled at me and I managed to give her a faint one back as we walked down the corridor to leave the hospital. When we stepped outside I put my hands in my pockets and felt something in there, it was wrinkly and dry so he pulled it out. A dry rose. Harry had given it to me a few weeks ago. I clenched it in my hand, ignoring the thorns, as I promised myself to keep it, forever.

[Harry's P.O.V.]

We had been in the car for two hours now, we we coming into the more urban areas when I woke up. I had been doing an awful lot of sleeping lately but I was sure once I got into a routine at my new home, I'd be fine. There was awkward silence in the car, I didn't really want to talk and I could tell my mum felt the same. I decided to put the radio, as I was flicking through the stations I heard I familiar tune. A tune that I loved so much I didn't want to hear it. Never Say Never by The Fray. My hand froze on the dial. I couldn't stop myself from listening. There was something I had to know... Then came the first words: 

"Some things we don't talk about, rather do without..."

Those words broke my heart into a million tiny pieces, not only did I hear Louis' voice singing them in my head, over and over. But the part that hurt most was that I was wrong, Louis was right he always had been, if I had believed him then he would still be alive. I sat back as the thoughts of how things could have been raced through my head. My mum turned the radio off and pulled over. I had told her what had happened earlier, she knew why I was upset. Tears were now streaming down my face.