Wrong Decision

I Did This

Chris Pov

After my little breakdown, I drove home. Now, I'm just sitting here in a chair facing the door. My vodka bottle almost empty. I had a bottle of pills in my hands, now I'm just thinking.

How didn't I notice she left?

If I would've stopped her, she would still be here with our unborn child in her tummy.

I did this..

I didn't protect her like I should have..

I should've been a better man..

I did this..

I killed the love of my life...

I killed my unborn child..

I did this..

I committed a homicide...

I didn't save her...

I did this..

I wasn't there for her like I promised...

I wasn't there with her when she was taking her last breath on this piece of shit we call Earth...

I did this..

I would do anything.. ANYTHING to take her place...

It's all my fault..

That's it. I swallow all the pills down and take the last sip of vodka left.. I slowly go six feet underground.. Imma need a body bag.. As my last breath if a croke. But, not before a last thought comes into mind.

"Now look who's floating to the other side."

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I guess no one peeped the fact that Chris died the same was Christopher tried to die. The quote May thought before is the same too;
"I'm going six feet underground.. Imma need a body bag.. My last breath is a croke."

Also that same voice telling them about the 'Floating To The Other Side'... But, ya know.. It's whatever.