Cassandra's P.O.V
These brings up so many memories. So many. I traced over the pictures, I've found under my bed, I don't know how it got there to be honest. These were mostly the memories I can never forget, like this one that I'm laughing on. It was a picture of Me, Liam and Xavier, oh Gosh! I still remember this day. I seriously don't know what our mothers were thinking. I remember how our mothers forced us to take a bathe together even though I was 8 at the moment. This memory still cracks me up every time and give me a heart ache too. That was the only single time I heard him say it. To be honest this is so much for me to take in. I seriously can't take it. I loved him so much, I love him so much.
*flashback*
"Liam." Xavier said sternly and his voice was really low but none of us paid attention because Liam was too busy kissing my face and I was too busy giggling and pushing Liam away.
"Liam," Xavier said again only to be ignored again, "Liam I'm talking to you." Xavier shouted.
Xavier's shout was all it took me to stop my giggling and Liam's kisses in less than a second. Liam and I both got scared by Xavier's tone and were staring at him with wide eyes. Xavier's eyes were showing nothing but anger.
"What?" Liam asked in a super annoyed tone.
"Stay away from Cass, stop kissing her because she's mine. I know we're just kids right now but I know I will marry we both get older." Xavier said with sincerity in his sweet little voice.
"But Xavier we're just kids, what if when we get older you find someone else and leave me?" I asked in an innocent tone.
"I'll always want you." Xavier said, showing his teeth well the front two are broken.
"Cheeeeessssssyyyyy!!" Liam said giggling, splashing water at us.
*end of flashback*
I was right to be insecure because he did find someone else and left me for them. I still remember his eyes how they were flaring with fire when Liam kissed me, how he said that he'll always want me. It makes my heart flutter till this day. I kept changing the pages of the photo album and all I saw was pictures of me, Xavier, Liam. Everywhere. Our picture, when I first won my basketball match as a captain and I was on their shoulders, when Xavier broke his leg, when Liam caught a frog when it was raining and made that poor fellow his personal pet for 2 weeks, the frog died after 2 weeks. This album is filled with the most precious memories, the memories that makes me who I am now. A tear left my right eye when I saw this picture, it was when I was 15 and they, Liam and Xavier were 16, we went camping together with our families in the woods and it was raining so freaking hard Liam wanted us to do this, me and Xavier always being the lazy asses wanted to stay at the camp. But we still followed Liam groaning all the way, Liam wanted to carve our name initials in a tree and 'the best squad ever' under it, yeah it was cliche, and too childish for our age but doing childish things together makes us best friends. We felt so happy after doing that, I think this was the best damn day of all my teenage years. We were the best damn squad anyone could ever think of, we did everything together, just didn't loose our virginities together. Well. You know why. Hehe. The whole school used to envy our friendship. We got our braces together, we bathed together, we got our hair dyed together, we saw our first porn videos together, we did our first time cooking together, we learned to ride a bicycle together, we saw our first adult movie in the cinema together, in short there is nothing we never did together. We were in fact the best squad ever until my freaking feelings for Xavier came in the way. I screwed everything up. I had it all, and I let it go. But I still have my precious Liam with me. But now we are just Liam and Cass, but we are now never gonna be that 'Liam, Cass, Xavier' ever. People used to call us "LCZ" pronounced as "Lisz". All these memories are fucking me up. I need to do something else. I kept changing the pages of the albums, until I found this picture, with my squad, not the best squad. But still it is my squad, it was my new squad after Xavier left and these are best damn people in my life now. I think it was after my 18th birthday and I look incredibly eww, I look like an ugly duckling compared to my friends. I love this picture but hate it at the same time, because that day I thought I'm over Xavier forever but I was extremely wrong. And well not the main reason but still I looked horrifying!
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