One Direction in New York

Chapter 10

Zayn nodded and started to drive.

"Zayn you missed the exit" I told him as we passed the road we missed

"your not going home" He told me

I looked at him "oh yes I am"

"Stephanie shut up" he yelled. I was a little taken back. "you cant just run away every time something goes wrong. You've been in England for a matter of 5 hours and you already want to go home?"

I just sat in the car looking at the window

"you don’t have to talk to him while you're here. Steph your like my baby sister, my best friend and I never see you, so if your not here for Harry at least be here for me and the other boys. We all love you too, but all you care about is yourself"

I felt tears falling from my eyes

"well sorry for not wanting to see …"

"HARRY! Its not all about him you know steph" Zayn said

We drove in silence for the rest of the way, until we hit the hotel I was supposed to stay at.

"it’s a good thing you booked this place because I don’t even know if *I* want you at the house" Zayn said opening the door and slamming it shut.

I died inside.

I checked in and Zayn brought my bags up to my room.

I opened the door to my room and Zayn threw my bags down.

"Here princess" Zayn said before storming out the room.

I chased after him in the hallway

"Zayn wait" I said trying to hold back my tears.

We stayed in the hallway just looking at each other

Zayn opened his arms after about 5 minutes and I went running into them.

I sobbed and he rubbed my back and brought me back into my room.

He sat me on my bed and started talking to me.

"so are you going tell me why we're here? And you're not with Harry anymore?" he asked

I told him about what Harry told me then what he told the paps then our fight which led me to crying in a hotel room.

"alright Steph I'm going to say something I'm 100% sure you DO NOT want to hear" Zayn said taking a seat next to me.

"oh jesus" I said laying down looking up at the ceiling

"Harry… I've known Harry for a long time and I know when he truly loves and cares for someone. Trust me when I say this, but Harry does truly  love you. I don’t know why he would tell you he loves you then tell the paps you werent his girlfriend, but when he said he loves you… he really does. You know how our fans get, one of us pictured with another girl and they flip out on the poor girl, so maybe he just told them that so the girls don’t give you unnecessary hate. And Harry not calling, don’t take it personal… he doesn’t even call his own mom."

"I just wish…"

"none of this ever happened?" Zayn guessed

"yes and no. I wish me and Harry would stop fighting. I wish we could have a regular relationship but obviously we cant….. Maybe that’s supposed to be a sign or something.. That me and Harry just cant be together. I wish Harry didn’t drive away and leave me to talk to the paps because I have a feeling I'm going to regret saying what I did say."

Zayn gave me a look "what did you say?"

"I said that  I'm a stupid girl for thinking Harry Styles could actually love someone and mean what he says" I said looking down at my pointed toes.