One Direction in New York

Final Chapter

Harry walked in the door calmer then I thought. I was sitting on my bed when he walked in and sat on the computer chair.

"Hey" he said shyly

"hi" I replied

"how'd you sleep?" he asked

"fine, you?" I asked

"horribly, woke up read a magazine and felt even worse" he said looking at me

"Harry, look I didn’t say that… well I didn’t say all of that" I told him looking at him right in the eye

"Why would you talk to them anyways?" he asked annoyed

"Harry, I've never had to deal with this before. I  was naive and vulnerable and angry.. How was I supposed to know!? You know my other boyfri--- guy friends.. They don’t get followed around by people with cameras.. Sorry for not knowing" I said

"IM SORRRY" Harry yelled. I was shocked about this, why did he just yell im sorry at me? I waited for him to continue

"sorry.. I know how much you want us to be officially together and you don’t understand how much I want to be YOUR boyfriend but we just cant. I don’t want to deal with the unnecessary drama that comes along with it, its not fair to you or me"

I didn’t say anything,

"so basically what you mean is that you don’t want to fight for me? HA you know that explains a lot" I said rolling my eyes

"Steph what are you talking about!? You know I would take a bullet for you"

"so you would take a bullet for me but you wont deal with little girls yelling at you for being in love? Yea Harry that makes complete sense"

"steph if I didn’t care about you then why am I still here?"

"WHY are you still here Harry?" 

"because I love you and i-"

"NO Harry you don’t get it, you don’t love me.. I love you but you’re too scared to be in love which is fine.. I just wish you would have told me that when we first me"

"are you actually kidding me?! STEPHANIE I LOVE YOU MORE THEN A FAT KID LOVES FOOD, I LOVE YOU MORE THEN NIALL LOVE SLEEPING AND EATING, I LOVE YOU MORE THEN THE SUN THE MOON AND THE STARS, IF I COULD MARRY ANYONE RIGHT HERE AND NOW IT WOULD BE YOU. I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE THE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW AND YES IT SCARES ME BUT ONLY BECAUSE I NEVER FELT THIS WAY ABOUT A GIRL BEFORE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHY CANT YOU SEE IT? THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU THE WAY I CAN PICTURE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU EVERYTRHING! BUT JUST BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU RIGHT NOW DOESN’T MEAN I LOVE YOU ANY LESS."

"I understand that Harry, but if you never wanted a relationship then why did you put yourself out there?"

" because I was jealous of all the guys. You can easily get any guy you want and I wanted to be the one you chose"

"Harry… you can get any girl you want…" I threw back at him

He just sat there not knowing what to say next

"you know what Harry, I think all of this is just signs telling us we should have never hooked up in the first place. This was just all a mistake"

"if this was a mistake… then it was the best mistake I ever made in my life" Harry said winking at me

I put my head down and rolled over. I started to cry into my pillow

"Steph don’t cry" Harry said walking over to me

He put his hand on my back and rubbed it trying to calm me down

"steph please stop crying" Harry said trying to fight back his own tears

I looked up at him. He held his arms out and we hugged.

"Harry don’t leave me" I cried

"why would I do that?" he said laughing

"harry this isnt funny." I said crying even harder

"steph what's wrong?"

"Harry I'm pregnant"

"what?" he asked confused

"KIDDING" I said laughing

Harry and I started laughing

"Harry I do love you more then anything but I don’t know if I could just be friends with you"

"and I don’t want to not have you in my life steph" Harry finished

"what are we going to do? I don’t want to force you into a relationship with me"

"and you probably wouldn’t want to lie about not being my girlfriend"

"what are we going to do?" I asked on the verge of more tears

"WELL its either you not being in my life at all or you being in my life…" Harry said pointing out the obvious

"so what does that mean?" I asked still unaware of his decision

"stephanie you are the most stupidest person I have ever met, but that us just one of the many things I love about you" Harry said looking at me right in the eyes. "Stephanie will you please……….. Get out of my life"

My heart sank as I closed my eyes

"STEPHANIE IM JUSTKIDDING!" Harry said wiping away a runaway tear. "I love you, will you please be my girlfriend?"

I looked at him and a smile crossed my face.

I pulled his head down so I could kiss him.

"I'll take that as a yes" Harry said smiling through our kiss

I pulled away and looked into Harry's beautiful eyes. He picked me and rolled over me on the bed

"I love you so much" he said before he kissed me