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// daddy //

LOUIS
// daddy does it best //

Here I am, about to sit down and write to myself about my daddy kink; in math class.

Oh my god.

Anyway, I suppose I should start with where the daddy kink I have even came from. I was thirteen, which was, five years ago? But I stumbled upon some gay daddy kink porn, not wanting it at first. Let's just say that when that video started, I shot up fast. The urge to call someone by the filthy word 'daddy' has never captivated me as much as it does now though.

You know when you meet someone that just has that authority over you before you even meet them?

That's when it hurts more.

One day, I may accidentally call Harry Styles daddy. Mark these words, I may actually do it by accident.

And maybe it's just because he has that daddy face, that daddy bod, just, all that daddy material.

God, fuck, I'm just gonna call him daddy in this book, because it's not like anyone else is gonna see it.

But I'm just waiting for the day, the day that I get that chance.

I've always wanted someone to be obsessed with claiming me. I dunno, I guess it followed with the daddy kink. Just having someone giving me hundreds of hickeys, covering me from my neck to my body to my thighs in hickeys.

Someone with that kind of a jealous streak would be so arousing.

But there's only one person I want to do that. And Harry--sorry, daddy, won't want me because I'm ugly as fuck lmao.

L.W.T.