sex journal [nourry au] [no updates]

see the truth

okay, so this is a long story. one that's kind of hard to put into words, but i think i've got it figured out.

the overall point of this speech is that i want to start writing more seriously than i have been. yes, i know most of you say that my writing is on a serious level, but i really don't feel like it is. most of the time, i'm winging it, or i'm neglecting other stories that i can't bring myself to write.

those stories sadly happen to be the HR108 series, honest, and sex journal.

this sudden decision is weird, but it came from an even weirder event; karate kamp (with a k).

i went away for a weekend, and suddenly i could see the light. i realized how at ease i was, doing the thing i love, with the people i love. i never realized how close i was to my martial arts family until it was just them. i didn't have any school to worry about, no one taunting me for whatever reason people taunt me anymore, it just felt relaxing.

and for some reason, all this exposure to a stress free environment made me realize why i didn't love writing.

my writing just doesn't feel real at this point guys. and i want to change that; downsize the amount of things i'm writing and give more to what i love.

HR108 SERIES: this book really didn't need a sequel. i feel like the first book alone with an epilogue would have sufficed. but i kept it going for the sake of the readers. but why make a sequel if you feel that every chapter you put out feels like shit? i feel like the point has already been expressed in the story, and i'm just stretching it out.

knowing this, i have decided to do the following:
- keep all the chapters currently published up on wattpad.
- write an epilogue for the story in 'search party' instead of continuing the book.

SLAYER SERIES: this idea was one of my most legendary. i feel that passion to write the book, but i can't translate my passion into words. i didn't fall out of love with this idea, more, my writing isn't mature enough to express the true attitude of the story.

knowing this, i have decided to keep the story in my drafts, and unpublish it from wattpad. because one day, who knows, i may continue it again.

SEX JOURNAL: this story, as sexy as it was, had no depth. it was too immature for the level i'm writing on. i feel like i can do more than sex journal.

knowing this, i have decided to give it away!

so, if anyone wants to take this idea, i'll happily hand over the rights to the book. inbox me!

if no one wants it, i'll just end up deleting it. i want nothing to do with it. and that's the truth.

and i want to take this time to thank all of my readers and friends on wattpad for their undying support. it never goes unnoticed, and i love every single one of you.

i hope you understand my reasoning for this.

-bri