Just a game//~• Dirty fanfiction•~ ||Ethan Dolan||

Party hard

Jackie's P.O.V

I was alone my room and it was quite really quite I could hear the light I remembered Brithany's words ...

I went to my desk and wrote a bunch of words down I didn't know at I was doin soon I laid my head on my desk then a shimmer where my pens were all the way at the bottom caught my attention I grabbed the pens and thru them I jumped wen I saw it ...

My blade...

I haven't cut since I was in middle school so many problems in my life even the nicest ppl hold the darkest secrets it was sharp I picked it up

'Do it' a voice in my head told me
"No"
'Why not?'
"Cuz it's not right"
'No one cares about u anymore do it'
"...ur right..."
'See do it'

I put the blade on my wrist and cut myself and again and again I was bleeding so much I felt insane I couldn't take this I started to scream then I heard a voice

"JACKIE!" I followed it I didn't know where "JACKIE!!"

It was Ethan

E:"JACKIE WAKE UP!"
J:"huh!"
E:"u started to move and acted like u were cutting wats wrong u started to scream"

It was a dream 😭
I hugged Ethan

J:"thank u"
E:"u were having a nightmare don't worry I'm here" he hugged me it was a dream .. "Hey let's not go to school today"
J:"really?"
E:"yea Ima show u some fun today Ima get u fxcked up tonight have u ever drank?"
J:"no"
E:"smoked?"
J:"nope"
E:"haha perfect" he smirked "put something on tht u would usually wear to school but a little more attractive then usual"
J:"white crop top, black ripped shorts, high top converse with a red and black flannel around my waist?"
E:"yes Ima take a shower in ur bathroom real quite is tht okay?"

He took a shower then went home I took a shower dried my hair and I notice it was 6:50 am I went to Brittany's room and set her alarm clock to 10 am and I woke William telling him bri left already but walking

I went to my room curled my hair did my smoky eye shadow I got my shoes and I heard someone throw a pebble at my window i opened ny window and Ethan said to hurry I smiled I went to my desk and grabbed my pens I got the mug the were in and I saw it ... I put my pens back and ran down stairs William left his board was gone since he can't drive he got his board I grabbed my keys and went to my car Ethan was smiling

J:"maybe u should drive cuz u know where to go"
E:"ight but hold on tight baby girl"
J:"wat?" He backed out of the drive way and started to drive really fast I put my seat belt on
E:"so where we are goin is somewhere were I got fxcked up and made me who I am but I know ur not gonna be like me"
J:"so Ima get high on drugs and drink like there not tomorrow?... Sounds dope haha" we got further and further away from my house and school then he pulled up in an alley
E:"okay we have to park over there and walk the rest of the way okay?"
J:"okay I guess" we parked my car behind a food store and we walked
E:"u are about to truly live life"
J:"okay how?"
E:"you'll see"

he winked the weird part about this is I trust him we stopped at a door like the ones u see in movies where u knock they opened the lil window etc. okay so instead of a pass word a man once he saw Ethan he's like

Man:"AYE DOLANS BACK"
E:"wats up Martin" I guess his name was Martin lol obvi 😂💁🏻
M:"who's the girl?"
E:"she's mine✊🏻" he shot a look at him like 'don't get any ideas'
M:"haha someone tied Dolan down Guys!"
E:"well yes and no" he winked "let's go" he grabbed my hand and they led us to a door once we got thru tht there was another door but there was a lot of noisy I held Ethan had a lil tighter

E:"don't worry ur gonna forget about life rn" I smiled
M:"have fun Mr.Dolan show her a good time even tho wen she steps in she'll be shocked and if she's lucky she will remember stuff wen she gets out"

he gave us a smirk and opened the door Ethan held me from behind and then someone pushed us we were falling I screamed at the top of my lungs Ethan Jst laughed and let me to and turned me to face him soon I saw light at the bottom Ethan kissed me and we finally hit rock bottom we landed on really soft cushions we got off and there was a entrance next to the cushions the noise got louder Ethan opened the door and there ppl everywhere

FIRST OF ALL I DONT SUPPORT DRINKING OR CUTTING

SECOND SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED 😭

THIRD OF ALL I'm happy u guys read it, it puts big smile on face not even lying

I hope u guys liked it stay awesome guys 💕