Whispers >> Ziall Horlik ✔

Chapter 21

Zayn P.O.V

I looked at niall his face his words I couldnt take it I got up and hugged him me and him cried into each other arms,I parted away and crashed my lips with his,  a moment later louis came he looked at us then he ran to me and pushed me he held niall from his collar and looked at him with angry eyes.

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID ALL THIS NIGHTS AND DAYS YOU WERE THE ONE, OF COURSE YOU ACT SO INNOCENT BUT YOU ARE A MONSTER, IF I WAS ZAYN I WOULD HAVE KILLED YOU THE SECOND I KNOW THE TRUTH" he screamed to Niall and Niall cried more I became angry.

"Get away from him louis" I said and he looked at me in disbelief.

"But he was that figure how could you-"

"I said leave him fucking alone now that you know there arent something called ghosts you could easily go and try to find your way home I am gonna stay here whether you like it ......... or no" I said trying to contain my anger he looked at me.

"I dont need to wait for you to tell me, I am just here because of my friend that your friend here tried to kill and he dont even know him" louis spat and I glared at him harry looked between me and louis.

"Can we sit and understand everything please" harry said and hugged Louis whispering something to him and then he looked at Niall, niall he looked at harry and nodded I sat on the nearest couch to niall, niall took a deep breathe and looked at ....... me.

"I am mentally ill, not crazy but I have multiple personality disorder" niall said and I looked at him wide eyes I dont know whether to cry or became angry.

"W-What ? I mean why- why didnt you tell me ?" I asked he frowned and looked at the rest they were all shocked too but louis stayed with no emotions.

"So you are befriending a crazy man, no doubt why you just go around kill people, ummmmm what did I tell you zayn about the killer when we doubt harry, psychopathic murder, and I got it right" louis said with a huff I felt anger rush through me but before I could move i found louis pinned to the wall by niall my eyes got wide i looked at the ropes they were still tied ooh yes he can pass through things that what Inwas trying to do in the dream when I was banging on the wall I looked at him.

"You watch your words ok, I told you not because I was friendly that means you got comfortable with m-" niall didnt complete then his eyes went wide and he dropped louis looking at him then at his hands he then fell to the ground and curled into a ball and started sobbing loudly it was hard to take all this in one time, I dont understand anything but I make one thing I got up and sat on the ground next to him and pulled him so he was sitting on my lap, we were never this extremely touchy, but all of this happening all of the feelings I have been hiding, I felt like I need to be holding him making sure he is here with me and safe.

We stayed like this for a while I looked at the clock it was 4 am, still dark outside then liam came down .

"Louis" liam called louis got up fast and went to a stumbling liam he help him to the couch he looked at us.

"Why are you all like this ?" he asked I looked at him harry whispered in his ear something I think he is telling him then liam looked at me fast I gave him a sad smile and I looked back at niall I got up and he did too we sat on the couch and he looked at liam leg.

"I am sorry" he said and liam still looked shocked .

"Can you c-complete" harry said and niall nodded.

"It all started the last month the first day luke started coming to the shop that day I woke up and found the home a mess a big mess I dont know how all I remember was taking a shower and going to sleep, I came that day confused it stayed like this for 3 days waking up to things that idont remember one of them when I came to you at 3 in the morning to hang out, when you told me I never remembered and those 3 days where also the days luke came in them, I went to a doctor the day I wasnt answering your calls at all

I went to the doctor and told him everything he told me we are gonna put you in a room for 24 hours to see what is the problem, and yea that was the day I was there from 12 pm I know the day starts from 12 am but he told me I want to see you day and night i stayed in that room from 12 pm till 1 o'clock at night then I slept I wake up to the room being a mess, the mirror is broken and holes in the wall I was again shocked i of course was released I went to the doctor and he was looking at me with sadness in his eyes I asked him he told me that I  have multiple personality disorder

But mine is only 1, the angry personality and it only come out when I am asleep, he gave me medicines at first it wasnt bad so he didnt put me in an asylum of course, he just gave me medicines and it helped, but then I forget to buy a new one, and I forgot the name, I went to the doctor to tell me but the nurse told me he was in a buisness trip working in another country for a week that week was like a hell" niall then stopped I dont want to know what happened but I want to also.

"So you are ummm like sleep walking ?" harrys asked and niall nodded niall looked at me and I noticed sadness in his eyes I know it is hard on him .

"In that week i would at night and just walk at 2 or 3 am and yea I remember cause sometimes it came to me as a dream or a memory cause I am still in the same body and I am still the same person, anyway the next night I found that house" he stopped and looked at louis.

"You ofcourse asking why I was angry, the angry side of me was selfish, dont like something near their things and that what luke did, I hated how he would laugh with zayn" he looked at me and cried.

"I-I hear v-voices zayn, t-they told me i-if I d-dint kill l-luke you will s-start by being his friend and you will leave m-me, they t-told me I-I will b-be alone, I-I dont w-want to be alone, I-I ...... need you in my life" he said crying and felt tears slip from eyes, how cant I notice this, how can he be like this and I didnt even think of it, am I that much of a bad friend, I looked at them all of their eyes were wide and mouth hang open except for harry he was crying too, such a senstive person.

I looked back at niall he rubbed his eyes and cleared his throat.

"And that what I did I kidnapped luke, I kept him in that home that is why you found clothes towels brushes and water, I leave them there cause I came to see him at night I always wanted to get him out of the place when I am my normal self but the problem is I never knew where the home is I dont even know now how could we get out of here only when I am sleeping, one day when I came at night luke held to me a gun I never knew from where did he get it and that the day my angry side knew my powers that is how I killed luke I left him there and returned back that was exactly the night before we went to the club" he said and he looked at us, liam then looked at niall.

"That is why you were angry with us cause you thought we will take zayn away, and the day I played snow with you two, that was your rule isnt it ?" liam asked and niall nodded .

"That is why you told me I am sorry" harry said and Niall nodded.

"But how do you remember what you did but you dont remember the way here ?" louis asked.

"My angry side it is like another person it made me remember the things that I dont need or the things that is I knew I wont use to break their plans, if I knew the way here I could have saved luke that is why I dont remember the way" I said and harry looked at niall .

"You told me the way here when we got out of the club" harry said niall shook his head.

"I was asleep thomas is the one who told you" Niall said and I looked at him confused.

"Thomas ?" I asked he nodded.

"Thomas, T.J.H, THOMAS JAMES HORAN, that is the signature of my other personality it is called thomas he or I is the one who pinned your car wheels openned and I hide the gas but I dont know where I hide it" I said and louis groaned.

"But wait how can you be invisible ?" liam asked and niall frowned.

"It is all my dad"

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-DAYMN, Niall you have been in a lot, bye :) x