I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted,
I thought about our last kiss,
how it felt the way you tasted,
And even though your friends tell me, you're doing fine,
And you're somewhere feeling lonely, even though he's right beside you.
When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?
The pictures that you sent me,
they're still living in my phone.
I admit I like to see them,
I admit I feel alone.
All my friends keep asking "why you're not around?"
It hurts to know you're happy, and to face that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name, when I haven't seen you, in so long.
Sometimes, I start to wonder,
was it just a lie?
If what we had was real,
how could you be fine?
I remember the day, you told me you were leaving.
I remember the makeup, running down your face.
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them.
Like every single wish we ever made.
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, And forget about the stupid little things,
Like the way, it felt to fall asleep next to you and The memories then I never can escape,
'Cause I'm not fine at all.
