I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH YOU (AND I DONT LIKE IT)

WHERE IT ALL STARTED

A/N YO ITS YOUR AUTHOR HERE IF YOU WANT JOHN TO EXPLAIN TO NIKKI THEN WE NEED TO GO BACK WHERE IT ALL BEGAN ENJOY :)

*middle school*
(Nicole's POV)
Today's the day I'm going to tell John that I love him I had my doubt's because I'm this chubby,braces, unibrow freak or as the cool kids say but my Nana said that that doesn't matter its all about getting to know the person instead of looking at the person I put on my uniform grabbed my bag and left to school ..

I was too nervous as I arrived to school moxely and Joe started picking on me "I never knew the school let hobos in this school" moxely said "hey that's not nice its more why did let gorillas in this school"Joe said they both laughed moxely dropped my books and left suddenly I saw a shadow in front of me I looked up it was no other than John Felix Anthony cena he stared at me with those blue eyes of his he picked up my books and held me up...

"You okay?" He asked "uh ye.. Yeah" I studder he handed me my books and gave me a smile it was so contagious it made me smile "have a good day" he said and left I wanted to tell him that I love him right here right now but I was such a coward I could that was my chance but it was ruined I walk towards my class Eva started to tease me "is there a jungle in that unibrow " she laughed ..

I ignored her and sat right next to my sister "hey don't listen to her" she said I felt hurt I was at the point were I wanted to kill myself I had enough with this crap there comments are way to brutal I wanted to cry I really did but I was stronger than that ..

As classes went by it was lunch time I sat by the field eating an apple I saw john with everyone at the bleachers fuck it it was now or never I threw my apple away walked through the fields ,walked through the courts just to go meet him "ewww what's piece of shit doing here" summer said "john" I said "yes Nicole" he said it was now or never ..

"John I love you and I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me" I said everyone was shocked "I'm sorry but no" he said my heart shattered "and why is that" I asked "because your a freak" he said everyone started to laugh including him "your such an embarrassment" moxely said "girl bye" ariane said I had tears running through my face ..

I instantly ran away from them I ran away from school and went to pop pops grave "I wish you were here" I said sobbing "I miss your hugs " I said sobbing my eyes were getting puffy "I wish you didn't die" I sobbed even harder ...

"Stephanie Nicole garica colace why aren't you in school?!?!?!!" My mother said holding flowers by her side I told her everything "im gonna help you " she said "but it means your gonna have to move to a different school" she added "I don't care just as long its not here " I said my mother took out her cell and dialed I felt weight lifted off my shoulders .....

*later that night*
Everyone was asleep except for me and my mom "you ready?" She whispered "yes'' I whispered back since me and brie shared rooms I gave her a kissed on the cheek "goodbye Brie you deserve a better sister than me" I said and left..... This was a new start a new me.....
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