(Nicole's POV)
Im so stupid I'm so fucking stupid to fall in love with a guy who embarrassed me in front of the whole school I ignored his calls and texts I tried to ignored him at school but couldn't handle it he tries to come to me but I walk away like a Coward it teared me up inside see us fighting again..In drama class today I tried so hard not to think about john I tried to focus on nick I tried but I failed "ms Garcia is everything okay?" "Yeah yeah I'm sorry" I said "good then proceed" Mr Rolando said I kept stuttering "my .. My.. My.. Love" I stuttered
"Ms Garcia are you sure your OK " Mr Rolando said firmly I ignored him and left...I kept hearing my name but I ignored and left actually I ran to the abandon amusement park i kept getting calls from brie and john but mostly john its been hours since I haven't returned home I sat down on the graffiti bench looking out at the moon and city lights until I heard the bushes shuffle...
I grabbed a rock and threw it to where I heard the sound "hey careful" someone said just then john came out of the bushes "how did you know I was gonna be here" I said "I know you Nicole" he said I sat back down looking down at the dirt ..
John came and sat right next to me he suddenly had his arm and put it around me I didn't fight back I rested my head on his shoulder and began to tear up "do you still have feelings for her?" I asked not looking at his face he sighed "no I don't can I tell something?" He asked
"What is it?" I asked "since you first came in class I couldn't stop staring at you the moment I saw you is when I knew I fell in love even when I was still dating Eva" he said "I'm trying so hard to believe you but what you said the other day really hurted my feelings like this isn't a accident john" I said as I began to tear up again..
"I know ,I know its just so hard not seeing you Nicole not being next to anymore , not being able to fucking kiss you" he said "don't you think its hard for me too ?!?!" I yelled i removed his hand outta my shoulder ''john I needed time to think I can't just ignore what you said like what's wrong with you" I said
"Nicole I regret it every single time second by second , minute by minute , hour by hour, day by day" he said as he got closer to me "I mean every time we make up some new obstacle is here " I said..
''Nicole we survived and look were we at" he said I stayed silent until he hugged me by the waist and started kissing my neck ..
As much I want to enjoy this I couldn't I just couldn't I pushed him away "john why after all this " I said "because I love you" he said "do you really love you me?" I asked "I truly do" he said we both looked into each others eyes but I immediately looked away "john" I said "yes" he responds...
I stood there silently until "I'm pregnant"..
"What?".......
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THE END.... I HOPE YOU GUY'S ENJOYED THE BOOK I WILL BE MAKING ANOTHER BOOK BUT IT WILL BE CALLED THE PERFECT GUY ITS DIFFERENT BOOK ITS NOT RELATED TO THIS ONE ...COMMENT AND VOTE:)
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I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH YOU (AND I DONT LIKE IT)
Hayran KurguNicole was this nerdy chick in middle school she had this huge crush on john when she confessed her love for john ,John embarrassed her in front of the whole school ,Nicole disappeared for a while until she reappeared for high school for senior year...