Young and Stupid

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I was laying in my bed. Harry's plane most likely just took off. He had texted me till he got on the plane.

I looked at the stuffed bunny that was on my headboard.

*FLASHBACK*

"Harry you've wasted about 80 dollars."

"It's all worth it." He rear back and threw the ring. And hit the middle one. "Told you." He warped his arm around me. I reached up with my right hand and grabbed his hand. He turned and kissed me one the cheek. Harry still hadn't kissed me like full on. I didn't mind.

"I'll take the bare for my lovely lady,' He took the bare out of them mans hands

*END OF FLASHBACK*

That's when I knew when I was falling for Harry.

Before that I wasn't sure. I had heard about Harry. From people that have worked with him. They said he was a little bit of a man whore.

*FLASHBACK*

"Look I understand that, but I don't want to get hurt." I said stuffing my face with Ben and Jerry's Ice cream.

"Love he is a whore." Maggie said. Maggie had been a back up dancer for Harry. In the past.

"No dip," I ate the last strawberry bits in my ice cream.

"Maybe I should go out with Harry, he's cute and funny. If I get hurt then oh well!" I told Harry to meet up with me at the mall. And told him.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I can still think of the time I told Harry. His face lit up like he was in a candy shop. We where called perfect couple; but that changed very soon. I guess you could say we where young and stupid.

*FLASHBACK*

"Ima?" Harry sounded nervous. I mean I know I was. I had to tell him I kissed someone when he was on tour. In my defense. Harry wouldn't talk to me. I needed to get back at him. Now I feel like a bitch. I could really hurt him if I tell him. What if he's telling me he loves me or something and I go in and say I kissed someone.

"Harry you guys need to get on this shoot," Paul yelled. I had on my yellow miss me's and and blue shirt on. Me and Harry almost matched. They wanted all the boys that had girlfriends to pose in pictures. Harry grabbed my hand. He kissed my lips and led me there. Oh god I think I'm going to be sick. Harry kissed me and I kissed someone else on the same lips. What a slut. Maggie is the only one that knows. She warned that I should tell. I sulked. I really didn't want to tell. Harry seemed upset enough. This shoot will look so bad in about an hour when I tell Harry. I'm such a whore. I thought that was Harry.

"Ima, move here." The director pointed. "Harry now stand behind her back to back." This woman walked over and handed me and Harry fake gun. They where a prop. Harry said "it would be fun and different."

"Snap Snap!" The camera went. I was a model so I knew what I was doing.

"Harry get on your knees. Now Ima point the gun acting like your going to shoot him." The director gave more directions. The last shot was me kissing Harry and it was raining. I went in my dressing room with Harry. Once we got in there. Harry locked to door.

"Ima we need to talk," Has he already found out? This scares me.

"Harry I need to talk also." I said. "But you first,"

"Ima I really am falling in love," Great called it. "But I feel horrible because I made a mistake." He made a mistake also! Wait what mistake.

"What do you mean?" I question.

"Ima I cheated when I was on tour. You know the week we didn't talk. Well that's when. It means nothing. She was a back up dancer. I had her fired the very next day. Ima I swear. She means nothing. I was frustrated. Well I'm not going to make an excuse. It was wrong. I was wrong." He said tearing up. "I understand if you don't want I be with me on you need time to think."

"Harry I was and am falling in love. But I kissed someone the week we didn't talk. I was pissed. Because I thought you ha forgotten about me." I was crying and so was he. Mine where a mixes of happy tears and sad.

"Harry I think we should take a break. I need time to think and I'm sure you do. I hope you know I do and will always have a spot in my heart for you. But for now let's just end it." I hugged Harry.

"Ima I'm sorry." He kissed me on the cheek like he did the day at the fair. "But Ima promise me that when the time is right we might get back together?" He asked. I nodded.

"Bye Harry. Do you think Paul will give me a ride?"

"Sure," He walked me out the room to Paul. I was crying. So was he. I can't believe we both hurt each other.

Paul walked me to the SUV.

"Ima. I don't know what happened in that dressing room. Your the best thing that has happened to Harry. Even if you don't want to say so. You are.

"Paul I think he is really the best thing to happened to me. I'm just worried it's all over; before it even started." I was sulking. I hate sulking. This would be a long car ride.

Ten minutes in to the car ride I asked Paul a question. "Do you think two people could be so bad for one another. That they work?"

"Hun, what do you think defines love?" He sounded like a teacher.

"Unm, loyalty? Selfless love." I said it like a question.

"Well do you and Harry have that?" Paul asked.

"I know we have something to fight for." I said that with faith.

"Then fight for it."

"Paul, I can't be the only one who wants to fight for it." I said hoping

he would know what I'm saying.

"Ima. I know it may be hard. But don't hurt yourself, and him whats that helping?" His eyes had a pleading in them. Like he needed us to work also. I picked my phone up and say how many twitter mentions I had. #HarryImalove was trending. Wow. Maybe everyone one had a chip to play in this hand.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

That was one of the most hardest things in my life. Now I know that Harry and I have been throw so much, that nothing could come between us.

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⏰ Last updated: May 13, 2013 ⏰

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