Dear Diary ♥

I wonder..

I wonder what would go through peoples minds if they knew all the damage I've done to myself. Would they ask questions like ; what was I thinking when I did what I did or why I did It . I'm curious of how they would feel...would they feel regret of not being their before I could hurt my self or would they feel ashamed of being friends with such a horrible person? Would they hate me for hurting myself? Or would they think that Im just a attention seeker? Would they think of me differently? Or Would they be willing to help ? Would they think that i'm okay ? Or Would they think I'm being stupid?

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This is horribly written but i haven't updated so...