Divergent high

chapter 5:

TRIS POV:

I wake up to find myself in a strange environment and also in someone arms, its only when I open my eyes that I see that its only four and I cant help but smile to myself. "good morning" four says in a low deep voice assuming that he has just woken up. " morning four" I say smiling he then sighs and I raise my eyebrow at him sitting up but then a strong pain goes through my back and I groan laying back down. A tear escapes my eyes and I cant control myself to stop crying, im weak I cant fight my "dad" its true what he says no one will love me no one will want me and that's why his doing this to me to make me see it every single day. "hey shh your alright I've got you its okay tris" four says putting me in his embrace he keeps saying soothing words in my ear until ive fully stopped crying. "thanks four" I say once im fully under control of my self. " its alright but you do know you can call me tobais when its just me and you." he says and I just nod. we stay in bed a little bit longer with and comfortable silence until I remember we have school today and if I don't go well its going to be pretty bad tonight. " four we need to go to school were going to be late and then its going to be really bad tonight and then-" he cuts me off " tris relax its only half 8 and oh yeah shit were going to be late!" he says school starts at 9:30 and it take us 20 minutes to get there. tobais jumps out off bed and grabs himself some clothes" im just going to change in the bathroom when you were um unconscious last night I grabbed you some clothes and your make up and all that you need" he says dumping the clothes in the bathroom and helping me get up kissing my on my forehead and then walking toward the bathroom so that I can get ready.

once ive changed which I can say took all my strength and agony I only apply som1e foundation and mascara then place my jacket on. im wearing a top that says "love live and laugh" and then im wearing light grey jeans and black boots. I place my hair into a messy bun and then sit on fours bed waiting for him to come out the bathroom. "tris can I come out?" he shouts " yep" I say back and he appears from out the bathroom. "beautiful" he says when he sees me and I cant help but blush. we walk hand in hand down stairs and he grabs 2 muffins from his kitchen "not hungry you have It" he looks at me concerned but just shakes it off or for at least now. we walk outside to his car and he opens the passenger door for me then shuts it for me once ive got in. once his in the drivers seat he starts to drive to the hell house " should we tell me gang about us or let them figure it out?" he says and I rub my chin thinking " hmmm see how long it take them notice" I say and smile at him and he grabs my hand with the one that's not on steering wheel.

when were at school I get out by myself and we both look for the group. we then see them in the corner and walk up to them, " hiya" I say putting a smile on " so now you show you up I thought you died or something! and why were you in fours car?" ask Christina and I look at four and he looks at me " car broke and four lived near me so he gave me a lift and yeah sorry got up late." I say smilling everyone shrugs it off and then the bell goes for homeroom. once again we could just chill in home room so me and the girls got each others numbers and then started talking gossip why the boys just sat there bored but four all he could do was stare and me. before we could enjoy our time too much the bell rang for 1st lesson and here goes yet another boring day.

finally its just gone lunch time and I skipped getting food and just sat down next to four at our table, we held each others hand under the table and I just started staring into space. "helloooooooooo earth calling to tris" a hand flashes in front of my face. " uh yeah what was you saying?" I said to anyone " your not eating why not tris?" says four and then all eyes are on me at the table all showing a bit of sympathy. "not hungry" I say shrugging my shoulders. they all give me glares and then everyone goes quiet. "im going to my locker quickly" I say and then quickly get up picking my bag up and walking away. I walk outside to the gardens and sit down on a bench facing away from all the drama. all I can think is why me?! why cant I just be normal why can I be beautiful like the others why is it I don't know my real parents what happened? are they looking for me? or do they even care about my adopted father beating my up every night making me starve even though I do need to loose weight. I feel someone sitting next to me and I quickly get a glance of who its is. four. he puts an arm around me and I snuggle into him taking a deep breath. " is this because of your dad?" he says and I nod and all he does Is sigh. " ill help you through this I will I promise and soon Ill find a way to get you out of there but for now stay strong ill be here and after every beating ill come over and look after you your not alone tris we will get through this together I promise im not going any where." I smile " thankyou" and we share our first long passionate kiss. emotions flood by me butterflies over flow in my stomach and I actually feel like his the one I want the one I never want to leave.

sorry its been a few tough days, ill try to update as much as I can and this week ill possibly do 2 or 3 updates in one day. please comment if you have got any idea and remember to vote all rights go to veronica roth!!