My Sisters Boyfriend (Harry Styles Fanfic)

It Will Never Be Me

What felt like hours, we were just kissing. So sweet and gentle.

"Charlie" Harry said pulling away.

"Mmhmm"

I went to kiss him again but he pulled back. "No more"

I stood there. Not knowing what else to do.

"I-I uh" he sighed. Rubbing the back of his neck, then running his hand threw his amazing curls. "I should probably go talk to Angie about the flower arrangements"

"Harry-"

"No. No more. That's it Charlie. I love Angie. What just happened. That didn't mean anything, it was just a kiss" he said.

"It was more than that and you know it!" I whisper/shouted

He looked down, avoiding all eye contact with me. "It wasn't"

I rest my hand on his shoulder but he shrugs it off. No matter what I do, he still doesn't look at me. But he doesn't walk away. That gives me some kind of hope that he actually cares.

"I love you" I whispered

"Don't say that"

"It's true"

"Please don't say that Charlie"

"What do you want me to say?" I asked

"Tell me you don't love me"

"But I do"

"Stop it! Stop saying that!" He yelled

"Fine!" I yelled "I'm sorry that I love you. Is that what you want me to say?" I asked sarcastically

"Yes! That's exactly what I want you to say!"

"You're kidding right?"

He shook his head. "No"

"Fine. I'm sorry that I'm in love with you. But just remember" I got right in his face. And this time he looked straight into my eyes. "You made me fall in love with you. You came onto me first. You wanted me. I didn't want you"

His eyes grew dark. Almost black, I've never seen that happen before with anyone.

"And you remember this" he stood up straight. Making his even more taller than me. "No matter who I'm with, even if its not with you. You'll always be in my heart. I was your first and that was an honor for me. I'm glad I was. You might think I'm a terrible person for this but I don't care. I'm glad I'm your first heartbreak, because you'll be able to get over me. You'll have to. It this was anyone else you would waste a ton of time crying over whoever hurt you. At least you'll be able to get over me"

"I won't be able to get over you Harry! I'll always be reminded of how you hurt me because I'll always have to see you! I'll have to see you with Angie, you too will eventually have kids and live in some gorgeous house, you'll be the perfect husband and be so romantic. You'll always take care of Angie and for that. I'll never get over you and I'll always hate you because I want that to be me. I deserve that. Not Angie" I cried.

"You will fall in love again Charlie. We're not meant to be so some other lucky guy out there will steal your heart. But it's not going to be me. It will never be me"

I heard footsteps coming down the stairs so I sat down on the couch. Away from Harry.

"I still don't know how mom found out" Angie huffed, sitting down next to me.

"Me either" I sighed.

Angie shrugged. Then put her hand on top of mine like our grandmother use to do.

"So have you picked out the hairstyles for the brides maids yet?" She asked

"Actually, I-Im not going to you're wedding. I think it's best if I just don't go" I told her

"What!" Harry and Angie said in unison.

"Charlie you have to go! You're my Maid of Honor and my only sister! You can't miss this!" Angie said

"Yeah Charlie. You can't miss this" Harry said.

"I've made up my mind. I can't go. Someone will be there that I don't want to see" I said, looking over to Harry.

"Who? I'll un-invite him" Angie said.

"You can't un-invite this person"

"Why not? Who is it?" She asked

I could tell her. I could tell her everything. Harry and I slept together. He cheated on her, and I let him because it was with me. I could easily tell her and she would end it with Harry and he would be all mine. But I'd lose her too.

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A/N- okay guys I'll only be able to update once a week! Maybe twice a week!