Fly Away

Day Two

Hey again,

Since yesterday was quite something, Dad left drunk again. He hasn't came back

Yet and I hope he doesn't. But besides that, my best friend Janelle came over around noon today wondering if I was okay, don't know why she'd think that when I'm not. We hung out and talked about leaving Hollywood because obviously you kind of know what I go through. But Janelle is different.

Her parents are alcoholics and drunks and they don't give a shit about her what so ever. They have remind her at least once to three times a week that she was a mistake and wasn't needed in the family. Her parents clearly don't like her presence in the house so they kicked her out to the streets for a month til her mother called the police saying saying she was a run away. Once the police found her in an alley almost getting raped she was taken home. 

Her mom said that she was a failure in life and that she should have been killed on the streets. After that little episode in Janelle's life she was taken custody from her grandma. Her grandma believes that Janelle was a fallen angel and needs to be guided back to heaven. So you can kind of imagine her grandma adoring Janelle. And she really does for a matter of fact. But Janelle has been better though now she drinks a lot of beer and smokes cigarettes constantly. 

I'll smoke with her usually when shes over, meaning she comes over about every day at noon til maybe 3 am if shes lucky. You can see that Janelle and I get along just fine, we have some things in common but mostly parent issues and drama that happens in school. For me School is just the worst thing. I get bullied by the popular girls for apparently "doing" meth when in reality its the complete opposite. The jocks hit on me which is fine but they ask for sex and I usually don't do it. The biggest dick is probably James (aka most popular jock aka best football player) hes the one who asks most for sex because Elisa (ex girlfriend) broke up with him a week or two ago and he only used her for sex.

Ya my school is pretty fucked up. Everyone is so mean and rude there that I'll skip school. But anyways the deal at school is that if your not a jock or a popular your entitled a loser. Not like mom and dad tell me that every fucking week right?

I hope that someday my parents die, Janelle is happy and stops her addictions etc. Its just a someday though knowing it won't have a chance on happening. 

~Bree

"Even in these chains you can't stop me."

Quote: Maria Brink