Fly Away

Day Four

Hey,

Do you ever wonder why your alive? Why you haven't died yet? Ya I've realized that I over think life. Maybe that's because I've haven't seen my mother off meth in years, my dad calm his shit down? I wonder this to much. "So what would happen if I just simply gave up on life or ran far far away?"

I actually might let everything go, every bit that's stopping me. Every bit that makes me choke on my own flesh and blood. Every bit that I've felt worthless and defeated. Through every fucking memory of mine that was wrecked by the demons, I will try so hard to make those fade to nothing other than a little episode that happened in my life.

Well let me tell you that all these memories were unforgettable. Despite all this, I've decided to run away. Far far away. With-in this process I was going to take one of my friends with me but that just means I'm a coward to not want to be alone. So I'm going alone.

I'm one step closer to the end of his hell I continuously live. More freedom and a new life awaits for me. I packed up all my crappy clothes and shoved them into my tote I plan on taking, and all my favorite belongings. Mostly my electronics because I can't stand being away from my phone for a day. I had all my stuff I needed:

-10 pairs of shirts/sweatshirts/hoodies,pants/shorts/leggings/jeans etc

-1 stuffed kitten animal signed by MCR, Falloutboy and Pretty reckless

-2 chargers for my phone and my laptop

-1 toothbrush and toothpaste

-1 hairbrush with 70 hair ties

-500 dollars I saved since Christmas, my b-day, and when my grandma was actually kind enough to give me lots of money

-5 sodas

-A bag of "weed" (Janelle let me have some even tho I don't remotely smoke, just have it for stress reasons)

-Fruit in cans and plastic

I was off. Everything I needed and couldn't live without was in the bag and I left. One leg at a time down the roof to the ground. Some people in my neighborhood watched me as I left. Of coarse nobody came out to stop me and thats alright cause I would have ran away anyways (I made a pun...WHERES THE DRUMS?! Never mind back to whatever.)

I looked back to the big house I once lived and loved, off to somewhere better and nicer where I can't be beaten senseless and had a constant reminder of moms meth and or drugs.

Where ever the road takes me...I hope its paradise.

~Bree

"It would feel like Infinity."

Quote: One Direction

(I like them big deal-_-)

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Hey readers,

Sorry I'm not updating as much, Anyways in a total of 3 votes at least which should b easy I will update my next part. Comment what you think about this part for me, do ya like it or hate it? Comment below!

~AnnieEren