Why Do I Trust You? (Andy Biersack)

The Invitation

I took in a deep breath trying to steady my breathing. I put my head in my hands. "He k-killed my m-m-mother and s-sister in f-front of my-y ey-ye-s. I t-tried to s-stop him-m but I w-was tied down. H-he abus-sed me and ke-ept on rapping me, over and o-over. For 3 years h-he did so, until I escaped but I was t-too late" I let it all out. He pulled me into his chest holding my head and rocking me back and forth. I calmed down completely.

"I'm, sorry. I didn't mean to start sobbing, I thought I could handle it" I apologized.

"Hey, it's ok, usually people underestimate themselves instead of overestimating themselves" he laughed. I chuckled a bit. "Hey, it's ok. Just get some rest" he broke the giggles.

"Ok, Andy. Goodnight" I said as I felt my eyes begin to fall heavy. He tuked me in bed then walked towards the door. "Now I know why Mac likes being tucked in by you so much" I said in a sleepy tone.

"Yeah? And why is that?" he asked quietly.

"Becuase you're so gentle and sexy" Oh no, it slipped my mouth, I hope he didn't hear that part.

"Did Sabrina Weathers just call me, Andy Biersack, sexy?" he wanted me to say it again, and he was rubbing it in.

"Shut up" was all I said before the darkness took over my vision. He whispered something then closed the door behind him. I think he said "Sorry for being a horny prick Sabi."

*One week later *

I was over at Andy's, we were just chillin' in his room when his mum walked in and spoke up. "Hey Sabrina, I'm not sure if Andrew has asked you but we're going on a cruise in a couple days. Would you like to come along, it goes for 2 weeks?" she asked me.

Wow, Andy didn't tell me, I wonder why. Actually no, I don't wonder. I'm a sarcastic bitch, who doesn't like him or want to be his friend, I tell him my dark past and...wait.

Maybe he doesn't like me anymore cause I told him my darkest secrets. I mean like yeah, we talk a lot still and we go to each others houses but...... nah he likes me. I'm over thinking this. "Um, I'll think about" I replied. I have to ask Andy first.

She left the room and told us dinner was almost ready. "So..." I asked Andy.

"I was getting to that, relax" he told me.

"Ok, I'm chill" I said surrendering. I laid back on his bed and sighed, signaling him to ask what's up.

He didn't get the hint, so I sighed overdramatically again. And again. He then laid back and propped himself up, turned on his side and leant against his elbow. "Would you like to come on a cruise with me....and my family?" he asked me.

I am warming up to him. I acted surprised and gasped.

"You mean you, me and your parents on a cruise? Will we be sharing a room?" I asked winking and nudging. He smirked and put a hand on my cheek. His hand carresed it perfectly.

"Why the hell you I share a room with you!" he replied and ran downstairs for dinner. Nope, every single time I start to like him he does something to make me cold and heartless towards him. I was gobsmacked honestly. But, I walked downstairs and sat down infront of Andy.