You're Making Me High

What Have I Done..

Toni's POV:

I look at Mommy while I start getting dressed pissed off. I walk out the hospital room when I got dressed.

"Baby, wait!" Jordan yells as she follows behind me. I slow down waiting for her.

"Babe, hurry up. I just want to go home!" I look at her rolling my eyes.

"Okay Baby. Let's go." Jordan starts to speed walk towards me. I start back walking.

"I hate this so much!!! My family hates me and they're going to disown me!!!" I say to Jordan pissed off at everything. I just wanted to punch something.

"Baby, calm down! I understand everything that you're going through!! Can you just get over it!!" Jordan yells at me as we get into the car.

"Just get over it?! Did you see that?! They caught us having sex Jordan!!! My own family caught me getting fingered by my girlfriend!! How am I going to get over this? Tell me how!!" I yell at her as my face starts to burn and turns red. I'm even more pissed off.

"Baby... I'm sorry... It slipped out at a bad time... You know I didn't mean it..." Jordan says as she focuses on driving, but I can tell the her hurt in her voice.

"Whatever. Just drop me off at my house and you can go home. I'm fed up with this shit." I sigh loudly looking out the window.

"Okay Baby..." Jordan says holding back her tears as she drives.

We made it to my house. I get out before Jordan gets out the car. I start running towards my front door unlocking it. As soon as I get in my house I break down crying.. Why me God!!!....

I heard the doorbell ring. I went to answer it.. It's Mommy, Daddy, and my Sisters.

I look at them with my puffy, red eyes.

"Come on lets go sit down and talk about this!!" Mommy says to me.

"Okay.." I say softly trying not to break down crying again.

We all sit at my dinner table.

"Why the hell are you gay!!! First, I'm disgusted. I didn't think my own first born daughter would be homosexual. You're going to hell for this sin Toni!!!" Mommy yells as I jump softly at her words she told me. I started to get pissed off again.

"First, I don't care if you feel disgusted. This is my fucking life Mommy!!! You can't tell me what to do with my life!!! I'm a grown ass woman!!!" I yell back at Mommy.

"Toni, Calm down.." Traci says to me softly.

"Toni Michele Braxton! You know way better than to talk to your Mother like that! I'm truly disgusted at you!!" Daddy says to me. I start ball up my fist.. Don't do it Tone..

"Toni Braxton! You know damn well you need to talk to me with some damn respect! I hope you go to hell!! You and your Whore can go rot for all I care!!" Mommy yells at me.

I just lost it..

"Okay I guess I'm going to hell! If I'm a disgrace to this family then Disown me!! I'm not going to change for you! Plus, My "Hoe" has a fucking name!! Her name is Jordan! Now I want all of you out of my fucking house right now!!" I say screaming to the top of my lungs while pointing to the door.

Mommy gets up as I see her hand swing towards my face slapping the right side of my face really hard that it sends sharp jolting pain throughout my face making me fall on my knees. My Lupus starts to swell up. Fuck!!

"Go to hell Toni!" Mommy yells at me as I hold my face. Everybody left except two of my Sisters. Traci and Tamar.

"Toni... I love you no matter what.." Traci says while helping me up.

"Yeah, me too Tone..." Tamar says hugging me as I cry softly in her arms.. God this hurts my soul...

Tamar ands Traci leaves 2 hours after the incident with Mommy. I start to call Kenny.

Kenny: "Hello?"

Toni: "Kenny, Can you come over I need company..."

Kenny: "Of course Tone! You sound upset.. What's wrong..?"

Toni: "I'll tell you about it when you get here. Can you buy like five bottles of liquor and Wine.."

Kennny: "Uh.. Yeah sure... I'll be there in 35 minutes.."

Toni: "Okay.. Thanks..."

We hang up on each other. I waited for Kenny to come to my house. I heard the doorbell ring. I went to answer it. I hug Kenny around his waist. I feel his arms go around my waist.

"Tone... Are you okay..?" Kenny asks me while holding me..

"No... I just want you to hold me..." I softly tell him.

"Okay Tone..." Kenny says softly as he takes me to my room as I start drinking one of the bottles of liquor he bought me..

"Damn that's strong.." I gag a little..I'm not much of a drinker..

"Shit Tone slow down.." Kenny says softly as I start drinking faster.

I started to feel light headed and dizzy.. I was drunk.. I look over at Kenny and he was also drunk...

I walk over to him stumbling sitting in his lap wrapping his arms around my waist. I start to kiss him softly and deeply. I stick my tongue in his mouth.

He puts me on my bed getting on top of me. I wrap my arms around his neck as he kiss my neck making me moan in his ear. He starts to take off my clothes as I take off his clothes. He starts kissing down my body. He kisses my sensitive chest making me moan. He makes his way to my pussy. I start to feel his tongue lick my pussy softly. I moan loudly gripping his head. He suddenly stops. I start to feel him climb on top of me again. I start to kiss him again as I feel his skin against mine. He whispers in my ear "Are you ready Tone?" I nodded my head. He starts to push his tip inside of me. I moan loudly feeling his shaft inside me. He sits up thrusting inside of me hard and deep. I moan loudly arching my back pulling him down to kiss me. He starts to go deeper inside  of me I start to clench around him feeling him throb deep inside of me. I start moaning his name as I start to shake feeling a powerful orgasm go through my body I moan loudly as I grip his back hard scratching him as he thrusts hard making me squirt all over him shaking like crazy in his arms. He continues to thrust hard and deep in me as I feel his orgasm build up.

"Come inside me Ken!" I moan as he thrust deep inside of me feeling him release inside of me.

He pulls out slowly laying next to me as he puts his arms around me. We fell asleep next to each other.

The next day I woke up having a terrible headache. I don't even remember what happened last night. I look to my left to find Kenny sleeping and naked in my bed...

"Oh... My... God... I had sex with Kenny..." I gasps swallowing hard. I look through my draw and I start to look for my birthcontrol and I couldn't find it anywhere... Jordan is going to kill me..