Shawn's POV
Jesus fucking Christ why does Jake want to talk to me. Please no!! He's already hurt me so much I can't think about him without crying. He's tortured me so much in high school. Doing things that shouldn't even be legal. He hurt me. He hurt me so much. Please. I hope this is just a bad dream. Please.
Jake: so when do you want to meet?
Me: whenever I don't care honestly
Jake: c'mon Shawn don't be like that
Me: ...
Me: and why shouldn't I?
Jake: you'll see...
Me:ok fine
Jake: I'll be at your house in 20 minutes k?
Me: umm okay.
Jake: I promise I won't hurt you
Me:k
I can't do this.
25 minutes later
*doorbell rings*
Fucking shit I can't do this.
*door knocks*
"Shawn I know you're in there" he says with a subtle yet harsh tone.
I stand still and quite.
"Shawn let me in....please"
I hesitate before walking to the door and turning the knob....
I open it and there he stands. Tall, lean and black hair that curves over to the side. I look at him with puppy dog eyes praying he doesn't hurt me. He looks at me with green eyes like he's waiting for me to say something.
Me: Hi
Jake: Hi
Jake: I need to talk to you.
Me: um okay
I move to the side letting him in my house as I close the door.
He walks me to my couch and has my sit down. I sit at a reasonably spot away from him. Just far enough where I can jump and run in case anything happens.
He noticed and stared me up and down, noticing my fear
Jake: move closer, it's okay.
Me: I'm fine
Jake suddenly moves close to me. Very close. I can feel his breath on me.
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A New Beginning
No FicciónThis is a story about a boy named Shawn Mendes. Shawn is your average 18 year old boy out of high school and spends his time living alone and writing songs to keep him busy. But What happens when one of Shawn's old high school bully's sends him a te...