James' POV
I walk over into the music room and turn on the song coming home, I am wanting to do this for Riley, and then after that I sit on the bench that's always been in the music room
I'm thinking to myself as I hear voices in my head talking to me, like, honestly, why did I even agree... this is Bull**** like why did it? should I have? it's had to say goodbye when you know your the reason why she's leaving
"So, now that Ella is gone we can';t do that duet thing..." Kate says to me as she walks into the music room
"I messed up bad, I messed up real bad, if only I didn't kiss Ella, well she kissed me, but still, if only that never happened, Riley would still be here and I would be on a date with her" I cry out
Kate sits down next to me to talk to me like she's my mother even though she isn't she's always there for me
"Listen, James, I know you're going through a rough time right now, but I can assure you that it'll get better, she'll come back"
"She won't, I know it" I say, as a tear drops down I wanna cry more but I can't, I'm a man, and men don't cry
"It will get better, and she'll come back, I remember once when my ex boyfriend kissed another girl and I saw, I waited till Nationals in my small group at the end right before we lost, right before that, he apologized, and I came through and forgave him" Kate says top me
"Ok" I say to Kate, but I just don't think I can wait that long for Riley, will it really take that long? how long will it take? Can I even wait that whole long time?
I walk out of the music room, I don't think I can wait that long for Riley to come back for me, I don't even think she'll like me ever again, but I mean think about it, she has to, I love her, she loves me back
I know she does...
YOU ARE READING
Tell me lies
ספרות חובביםRiley's POV I can't trust him, he know I saw, but seriously, he did it with Beth and now her, when will James learn to not lie, he knows I saw, is that why he lied "FINE! Keep telling me lies" I say as I exit the music room
