Dear Luke || Dear Daddy spin off

Part 12

Dear Luke,
I had to tell him that his birthday is the same as his daddy's.

I cry, I cry quite a lot. Memories are coming back, memories that make me want to cry. Quite a lot.

Love,
Jenna x

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I close my diary and sigh. I want to be with him. So so much.

"Mummy someone is at the door" Scott informs me, running into the dining room.

"Okay thanks hunny bunny, go play with your trains." He nods and rushes off, leaving a trail of footprints from his trainers, that happen to have a lot of mud on them.

I sigh, the only thing I've been doing recently excluding the crying, and walk to the front door. I open it and gape. There was one of my oldest friends Michael in front of it.

"You," I snarl, earning a worried glance from Michael. He puts his hands in surrender. He left me straight after Luke died, Michael rushed over to Italy with no trace of living here and being in our group of friends. No phone calls, no meet ups, no emails, it was like he vanished off the earth.

And now, 4 years later, he's standing outside my house.

"You left us," My voice barely audible. I try to not cry right there, because I've learnt over the years you can't show any signs of weakness. Because it makes us, well, weak.

Michael's face deflates. "I-I know-"
"You left me" I say louder, moving a step closer to him. "You left me by myself with a child I can hardly look in the eye because his dad was the love of my life and I've had to let him go, and even if he's not Luke's kid and Calum's, you left me with a kid that makes me hate ever cheating on Luke!"

I begin to punch his chest, and he just lets me.

"I was broken all my life then you left me!" And that was it. He grabs onto my wrists and pulls me in for a hug.

"No no get away." I try to get out of it, but he just holds me until I stop struggling and collapse into his arms sobbing.

"Hey hey I'm sorry," Michael soothes, stroking my hair. "But I'm here now okay, I'm here for you."

Truthfully, I was going to quit. But I guess one of my heroes saved me once again.

A/N: AFTER 5 LONG AND HARD HOURS OF CONSTANT VOTING WE WON THE VMAS!! Well done to everyone who stayed up to vote, and did vote generally. I must say the Harmonizers played dirty. Not only did they attack the band (mostly Ashton) they attacked us. But we were strong and carried on.
I'm proud of us!
*claps everybody's hand* now I must sleep😴
Peace out Girl Scout!✌🏻️
~Sophie