Falling For You (one direction fanfiction)

Alone With Him Again Part 1

STEPH'S POV

Okay..so here are some things I found out last night before I passed out:

Zayn didn't want to break up with me

Zayn used Perrie

Zayn loves Perrie

I'm in love with Harry Edward Styles...

My brain is so messed up!

Especially now that I'm sure about how I feel about Harry...or am I?

Damn It!

Here I go again

Calm down Stephanie!

So..I made a checklist to find out if I reaaly love him...it's actually Dani and El's ideas put together

1).You can't stop thinking about him- I can't..even if i try..everything just seems to remind me of him

2).Sparks- There's definitely sparks even with the slightest touch of his skin against mine

3).You can't think of anything better than being with him- I'm not sure of this one yet...maybe another day alone with Harry can tell me the answer

2 out of 3

Close enough

I need to take my mind off things for now...and the only way to do that (for me) is to write a song..

I grabbed my old guitar it's been with me since I was 11it's still in good shape despite the few cracks,I never want to get rid of it... and started strumming,guessing chords randomly and singing while thinking of lyrics...

 I don't know but I think I maybe

Fallin' for you dropping so quickly

Maybe I should keep this to myself

Waiting 'til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you

But I want to

I'm scared of what you'll say

So I'm hiding what I'm feeling

But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time

Just thinking about you

I don't know what to do

I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you

I don't know what to do

I think I'm falling for you.

I'm falling for you.

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand

Pull me towards you and we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It's just you and me

I'm trying not to tell you

But I want to

I'm scared of what you'll say

So I'm hiding what I'm feeling.