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Hey rainbows! I might just put the story on hold for a little cause I've stopped getting interested with it. This is just my opinion. BUT... If u all want me to continue the story and not put it on hold, I'll do that. It all depends on u all. Whelp that basically it. Have a great evening!
🍍WARNING!! VERY important topic coming up!!!!🍍
Here's another thing that I need to tell you. I might be a little depressed tomorrow through the end of the next month. That month is a depressing time in my life. I hope that u all will understand and if u have any help for me, I'm open for it. I don't know if I will go back to scratching my skin with an earring but I'm really hoping that I don't. (If u r wondering why I did that, I was too scared to go into the kitchen to get a razor fearing that I would get caught so I would use scissors or a mint sword or an earring. I found out that the earring was close enough to using a razor to cut so I used that. I haven't done it in over a year and I'm happy about that but I don't know if I will start again or not.) I haven't tried to commit suicide either. Just cutting on my hips. (Please don't ask) So I might need some support during this time. My family and friends know that this is a hard time for me also. Especially tomorrow. So please try not to bring up anything death related to a family member during this time. I'm already about to cry while I'm writing this. That's how much of a sensitive subject this is to me. I know that u will help if u want to but this is your own choice. That was all I want to talk about. So yeah... Have a great Labor Day when it comes around (yeah... I know I'm early. I don't care).