My Imperfect Life Story

chapter 7

i wanted to thank all my fans for all the support i hope you like this chapter as much as you liked the last

this chapter this dedicated to Rolia

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Hope's point of view:- 

     i opened my eyes and i saw Justin there sleeping on the chair beside my bed holding my hand i don't remember much of what happened yesterday i just remember Justin taking me to my family and i talked to them and then i closed my eyes and slowly falling asleep and then nothing.

i saw Justin still sleeping in the chair which looked very uncomfortable.

Me:- Justin wake up

Justin:- what Hope are you ok??

Me:- am fine what happened

Justin's point of view

me:- you....you got sick yesterday Hope if i didn't hear you scream and i touched your cheeks i would have never known you were having a fever if i didn't call the doctor you would have never survived you lied to me you said you were ok you never told me you were anorexic  i told you, you could trust me but i guess you didn't did you know what it would have done to me if something bad happened to you did you ever think of that i don't think so, i called the school telling them you weren't going today and your going to the therapist later.

i know i was being hursh on her but she really did hurt me and i don't know what came to me i liked her i didn't want to scream at her i just don;t know anymore

Hope:- i........i didn't

Me:- save it i don't want to hear it you have done enough

i don't know what just came to me why didn't i let her explain  i should have let her i mean it was mean from me i know i swear i do i just

i left the room closing the door really hard i didn't want to stay in the house anymore knowing if i did then bad things would happen and i would hurt her even more

i took my car keys and i left the house driving to no where

Hope's point of view:-

i don't know what's going on i mean i didn't mean to hurt him i did stop being anorexic after he adopted me something about him made me want to stop wanted me to keep living cause i cared for him a lot,but i know when am not wanted and right now am so not wanted

i don't know what got to me but i took my pack bag and i put some cloths in them and i wore a new outfit and i wrote in a paper

*I WAS NEVER ANOREXIC WELL NOT IN THIS HOUSE YOU GAVE ME A REASON TO LIVE AND I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST LET ME EXPLAIN, BUT I KNOW WHEN AM NOT WANTED SO

GOODBYE JUSTIN THANKS FOR ADOPTING ME TO YOUR LOVELY HOME AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I HAD A SECOND FAMILY THANK YOU JUSTIN FOR EVERYTHING I WILL MAKE SURE YOU WON'T SEE ME AGAIN                 HOPE ANGEL JOHNSON *

i wiped the tears that started to form in my eyes i took the paper and put it on the kitchen bar so it would be visible and i saw a paper that had my name on it i looked at the paper and it had my information and an address and i recognizad that it was mine i took the paper with me and i took one last look at the house and i walked away

i can tell you it hurts to leave it really did but i had to he didn't want me and i can't get back to the orphanage i just can't i started to walk faster i just wanted to get there fast