Love Bites (GirlxGirl)[In Editing]

Love Bites - 16

Jade's PoV

Should it be awkward if I’m lying on Link’s lap in front of Lace? Well if it should be, it’s not. I feel so comfortable. How is it my first relationship with a guy since I was 13, be this lay back.  He hasn’t tried to force me into sex. My boyfriend at 13 tried to rape me, but he failed. My brother walked into my room. Thank god for me not having any locks on my door.

My brother pushed him into the hallway with such a force. It brought me to tears seeing the guy I thought I loved in the harmful hands of my protective brother. I can still remember the blood coming out of Blake’s cheek.  I remember yelling , “Devon Stop! You’re going to kill him please!” he didn’t though. And next thing I knew I was staring at Blake. He was unconscious but alive.

A couple months later my brother and I were ordered to court. My brother was arrested for beating up a minor and I was to live with my father and my step-mother. I was put on a restraining order from him. From him! I was the one who could’ve gotten raped but, he got away with everything! From that day I couldn’t trust a guy.

That leaves another question has my “cherry” been “popped” yet? No it as not. Am I still a virgin? I would say no. I've had sex with women. All natural no toys or anything. Have I wondered how it felt to have something in me besides a finger or two or three? Yes. Is it wrong? Yes. The fact that I despise men having a sexual interaction with and yet I want nice size inside me, makes it a wrong thought.

Right now I have decided to give men a chance. Only because Link has proved every bad thought about men, wrong. Do I love him? I'm not sure. He makes me laugh. He makes me smile. Plus, he gives me so much pleasure just my kissing him and hugging and just mainly talking to him.

“You okay, my little Love-Bite.” Link asks.

“Yeah, I'm fine.” I respond. Am I honest? Only a little... I keep thinking what if he tries? What if I'm ready and I hurt. What if he sees my blood and runs at first touch.

“I don’t want you to worry about things, okay. I Loves you too much to see you all shads.” He had to say that last part like a kid. It’s what we do. I know we sound like a goofy stupid stereotypic couple, but we aren’t. I mean have you ever heard of a vampire and an archangel together. And if we are, who cares? It’s our life. There isn't anything wrong with acting the way we do?

“I wuves you shoo.” I make a pouty face and he kisses my soft lips softly and then softly pecks my nose 3 times.

“Ah-hem….” Lacey rings in, “I'm still here as you can see, but I don’t want ruin your fun soo… I’ll just leave.”

I honestly kind of feel bad. I got so used to Lacey not being here and us having our cute private time, I've acting like there’s no one around with him. One thing that never changed about me becoming a vampire was how I acted in relationship.

I hate showing PDA all the time. It makes me feel as if I'm showing off and I hate it. I never, ever, make-out or act like a couple in front of my friends. If I'm with a guy and my friends at the same time, we act like best-friends not a couple that have sex every night and can’t keep their hands off each other. Yes, I’ll kiss and hug him at little point but never all through the time when we are hanging out.

I enjoy my friends and I can remember the times were my old friends in high school would have a whole make-out session in front of us when we were talking about how stupid society is and something that wasn’t even sexual. It bothered me because teachers would ignore the entire heterosexual PDA, but if it was Homosexual it was a different story.  The main reason I wouldn’t date any girl at my school.

“I'm sorry, Lacey!” I scream as she walks to her bedroom with her spell book in her hand. “I'm such a terrible person.” I say under my breath.

“Why?” Link asks in concern.

“Did you see what we did?”

“Yeah…” his face was confused.

“Look,” I say getting into Indian leg crossed formation on the couch. “I feel weird when I start acting…..you know in public in front of my friends.”

“Acting lovey-dovey you mean?” He raised his eyebrow.

“Yeshhhh! Dear, god! Do you know how it feel to have your friends dry humping each other in front of you?”

“But we weren't…”

“I know but, we might as well be. I mean look at her she walked out because it got awkward. She’s single and…” The doorbell rang cutting me off. “She single and were…” It rang again. “And we’re together and…” Again…! “Fuck it! I’ll tell you later.”

I walk up to the door and find rose there. She was the sickest I’ve ever seen her. “Holy Fuck!” Her eyes weren't theyre usual color. They were red and and the usual whit they were yellow this time…..

To be continued…..

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Sorry guys had to stop here this time and I just had to publish today. C: The wait will be worthwhile I didn’t have school today but I will tomorrow. Thankyou  everyone who waited.

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