forbidden love - Remington Leith

Death is a strong word and you dont understand the meaning of it

// sophies POV // ** 3 days later**
I woke u p and walked to the hospital to see kyle. Whats gonna happen to him? He might die. I entered the room and he was shaking, whats going on... that's not supposed to happen. the beeping on the monitor started slowing down and then there was a flatline. doctors bursted throught the door and I was pushed out of the room. later on a doctor came up to me with a sad look on his face. "im sorry for your loss miss hall" he said and walked away. I was just sitting don on the floor, staring at a wall in shock... I wasn't even crying... I was still trying to process what had just happened. I stood up and ran out the hospital... I ran all the way to the bus and got some paper. I written:

dear friends and family

unfortunately earlier today kyle passed away and its all my fault. I remember that when I was younger I used to always say I would die for kyle, as he was not only my brother, but also my best friend. I said I would die for him and that's exatly what im gonna do. I love you all to death, and I would honestly die for any of you! you have all taken care of me and you always made me feel loved, cared for, and wanted as a friend. I will be watching over all of you every day and night to make sure you stay safe and by the time you've read this I will already be gone... make the most of your life while you can, because you never know what will happen... I love you guys, stay safe!

love from Sophie (bunny x)

I left the note on the kitchen table and ran. I ran to a ledge where there was also a tree. I rummaged through my bag and pulled out a rope. my plan was to tie the rope around a branch on the tree, the branch was small so it would most likely hold for a few seconds, and when im dead, the branch will snap and I will fall into the deep ocean where there will be no evidence of me trying to commit suicide I tied the rope around my neck. "bye guys" I whispered before jumping. then there was blackness.

I suddenly woke up with tears streaming down my cheek. it was just a dream. I got out of the bunk and grabbed my special box from under the bunk. I ran out the bus and to the place in my dream. I sat there for a while, crying, scared of what will happen to kyle. what if e does die? and its true, I did say I would die for kyle, and I would... I just really hope he's okay. I cant imajine what life would be like without him... id feel like a lost puppy.

I opened my special box and pulled an old friend out. my blade.

" one - because your worthless. two - because its your fault kyle might die. 3 - just because I hate my self. 4 - because I can. and 5 - beca..."

"sophie?" I heard a familiar voice say from behind me. I turned around to se Remington with tears streaming down his cheeks. "R-Remington... what are you doing here?" I asked. "why?" he said as more tears streamed down his cheeks. "because im scared" I said. "of what? your brother? believe me sophie, we all are and im not even friends with him" he said... he still dosent know. "yeah im scared that my brothers gonna die... but its not just that" I said, barley a whisper. "then what?" he yelled. "sam raped me" I yelled and he engulfed me in a hug. "im so sorry" he said. "and thant not even the worst part" I cried. "huh?" he said. "I think im pregnant...