forbidden love - Remington Leith

Chapter 16

I woke up with remi's arms around me and i looked up to see him staring down at me. "Morning beautiful" he said as he kissed me on my forehead. Damn i love this beautiful man. "What time is it" i said while yawning. "8:30 am why?" He asked. "Got to go and meet blake and oli before going to battle of the bands" i said and he nodded. I got up and started to get ready. I got changed and took all my bracelets off. I couldn't help but sigh when i saw all of the cuts buried deep in my wrists. Remington came behind me and wrapped his arms behind me.
I cant help but think that my cuts freak him out so i ask him in a different way. "Remi.... when you see me with these scars... who do you see?" I asked and he stared into my eyes. "I see a beautiful strong young woman with battle scars. Baby dont think about stuff like this. Just promise me you wont do it again" he said while kissing me forehead yet again. "I promise".

For battle of the bands i was wearing a grey crop hoodie, and blue ripped skinny jeans (as seen in the picture above). As i walked into the sofa area of the bus remi and jordan wolf whistled, that just made me laugh and roll my eyes.

*10 am*
I saw my band mates walking towards me and i let out a little squeal making sure to run over to them and hug them both. I missed them so much.

"So what are we gonna sing today then?" Oli asked
"I was thinking, mardy bum by artic monkeys, that green gentleman by panic, shut it up by mindless self indulgence anddddddd maybe universe by ghost town?" I said and they smirked.
"Yass girl you go!" Blake said while clapping his hands in a sassy way. We giggled and started practicing.

It was time for us to go on stage, i was quite nervous... i mean, this was our first time singing in front of a big crowd.

I started singing it, smiling whilst i looked at all the people singing along.

'now then mardy bum,

ive seen your frown

and its like looking dowwn the barrel of a gun

and it goes off

and out come all these words

oh theres a very pleasant side to you

a side i much prefer'

I looked in the crowd and saw remington standing there staring at me with his jaw dropped. I couldnt help but blush as i carried on singing.

by now everyone was singing along and cheering, it felt quite nice to see people enjoying our music.

after we finished performing we walked off stage remington was standing there. "When you said you were going to battle of the bands i thought you meant to watch it? I had no idea you were in a band... holy fuck your amazing" he said and i giggled. "Thanks babe" i said and hugged him. Olly and blake looked at me in shock "babe? As in .... BABE??" Blake said and remi just laughed. "Nah nah nah, our little sister is not old enough, cmon mahnnn your atleast 45" oli joked to remington which he laughed at. "So... since when have you guys been a band??" Remi asked. "A few months. We havent been signed or anything were just on youtube." I said and his face lit up. "Can we pleaseeeee sing a duet" he said and i smiled "of course" i smiled at him. Awh hes suchh a cutie.

We were all looking for a place to go and eat, and by we i mean everyone , Remington, Blake, Oli, Jordan, Johnnie, Alex, Shannon, Diego, Bryan, Jaydon , even Sebastian and Emerson were there. "Taco bell?" Sebastian asked. We all nodded and made our way over there. It was a propper laugh just being with everyone. I saw Trevor in the corner of my eye. He was walking towards me. Dont get me wrong, hes a sweet guy and all.... but hes gay, i don't mean that as a insult, i mean he is literally gay, he can not be any gayer, he just hasn't come out yet. I just don't want to be the girl he goes out with to convince everyone hes not gay. You get what i mean?

He walked over to me and looked upset. "Sophie im really sorry about freaking out like that. I should of never acted like that" he said and i smiled. "No need to say sorry trevor. I understand why you got angry, you were upset" i said. "So friends?" I smiled. "Friends" i hugged him and laughed. I cant wait till he comes out and realise that he can be his self. Nothings wrong with it. "Wanna come taco bell?" I said. "I would but im with Kian." He said "bring him toooooo" Remington said and i laughed. Trevor finally gave in and him and kian lawley were now with us. We were walking around the streets looking like a complete and utter gang bang.

i have to say... this is one of the moments in life where i have been my happiest...damn i love these guys.