Don't walk away because it might mean the beginning of Forever and Never...
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I watched as my mother lay upside down in her seat blood dripping from her wounds, she was dead. I lost her. More painful tears ran down my face. "Mommy... I want my mommy" I cried as I remembered the memory's of my mom and I.
Every single memory, to the ones of us playing at the park to baking cookies in the kitchen together. I laid down on once was the ceiling of our car and I cried my self to sleep even with all the pain and agony.
Roaring sirens woke me up. I only slept for what seemed like 10 minutes. My throat was suddenly dry and scratchy. "He-help" I coughed. People who were dressed like cops and ambulance came to the car.
They forcefully opened my door and my mom's with a crowbar. The ambulance slowly dragged my body out and put me gently on the stretcher. One of the ambulance put the oxygen mask on my face and held my hand tightly. "It's going to be ok. We are here to help" she said trying to comfort me as they whisked me away from the car.
"Bud-Buddy" I started thrashing around in the stretcher trying to make them stop. "Shh... It's alright. You'll see your family at the hospital" she said gently trying to stop my thrashing. She reminded me of when mom used to say 'Shhh.. Be quiet' or 'Shhh... Everything is ok' just the way she said shhh... Like my mom brought me to tears.
Mommy come back! I need you... I cried out to myself, Please god, bring my parents back! BRING THEM BACK!
My tears kept flowing and there was no way of stopping them. I looked behind me to see Buddy being put in a stretcher. I was so happy to see that he was ok. As long as I have him, I'll be fine.
They lifted the stretcher up and into the ambulance truck. Soon after, they put Buddy right next to me. "Mommy.. Daddy..." I frowned as they began to close the doors.
I reached over and grabbed my brother's hand. I held onto him until we arrived at the hospital.
Everyone was yelling and shouting at one another. They got me out of the ambulance truck with my brother right next to me. They began strolling me away inside the huge hospital. I managed to continue to hold Buddy's hand, but it was hard due to me having to lay in an awkward position.
"I need you to say goodbye to your brother" the doctor said. I winced at that word... Goodbye. "He's waking up!" A nurse shouted. "Sissy... Where's mom and dad" he coughed. I cried, thank god he was ok. "Enough lolly gagging! We need to get him in intense surgery!" The doctor yelled. Then they rolled us away from each other. I going down the opposite hallway as him. I started thrashing and struggling. "Hold her down!" The doctor screamed at the nurse as he began to hold my arms and legs down.
"Bye, bye Sissy" Buddy said as he slightly waved goodbye.
"Don't you dare say goodbye!" I yelled, but he continued to gently wave goodbye to me until I realized I couldn't see him. They then rolled me into a giant white room.
"We are going to put you to sleep and try to fix your cut you have on your hip" he explained. I looked at my hip to see a large cut gushing out blood. Oh my god.
I started to freak out and the nurse who was holding me down was struggling to keep me still. The doctor shoved a mask in my face and my body started to feel numb.
Then my eyes slowly closed.
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Beep... Beep... Beep
I open my heavy eyes and look at my surroundings. I'm in a strange room and I'm not wearing my skinny jeans and my black t-shirt. I'm dressed in a light blue nightgown that stops right below my knees.
The car crash. I remembered everything and I started to cry once again. My body felt really heavy and I wasn't able to move it.
There was a quiet knock on the door and there was the doctor. "Hello Ms. Dole" the doctor said calmly showing a weak smile, "My name is Dr. Grayson. I'm the one who did the surgery on you. You have been in a coma for 3 days." 3 days. Wow. "Where's my brother?!" I quietly demanded. His weak smile faded into a frown and his hair shaded his eyes.
"Actually Ms. Dole, your brother had a large glass shard lodged into his chest." He said slowly. I covered my hands with my eyes to keep the tears from coming. I already knew where this was going. "The shard manage to break some ribs and penetrate his lungs. Unfortunately, we couldn't fix the wound in time and your brother passed."
Silence. And then the tears.
Tears rolled from my eyes. "Buddy..." I sobbed. God, why didn't you take me with them. I just want to die! I mentally screamed.
I felt someone's hand touch my back gently. "It's ok, Ms. Dole" he whispered "the hospital contacted a foster organization and they already have a family for you. I know it will be hard at first, but things always get better."
I shooked his arm off me. "How can you say that! They're gone!" I screamed. Why would I want to go live with a different family, after my real family just died! I hate him! I hate everyone! I HATE MYSELF!!
"Here maybe if you met them, you would feel better" he said while getting off my bed, "They're outside your room waiting, they came as soon as we told them you were starting to wake up." I rolled to my side, keeping my back to the door. I'm not going with them.
The door opened quietly and the sound of heels and squeaky shoes entered the room. "Hello Carter, I'm Mrs. Duran, but you can feel free to call me mom if you want to." A woman's voice chirped. Like hell I'll call you mom. I slowly turned around to face them. There was a kind looking woman who looked 40 and a older man standing beside her also looking 40. They must be Mrs. And Mr. Duran. There was about 6 kids standing all around them. At least I think there is six, I'm too tired to count.
"And This is my husband," she referred to the man standing next to her. "Counting you, we have 8 foster children. The oldest is Kasey, who is 21, she had to work a shift today and so she couldn't be here. Next is Jackson who just turned 18" She pointed to the tall brown haired boy with green eyes and he smirked at me. I ignored him and continued listening. "Next we have Chandler and Sam who are both 16," Chandler had brown shaggy hair and really blue eyes and Sam had blonde hair with blue eyes as well. Chandler and Sam stared at me intensely. Geez, what's their problem.
"Then we have Tristan and he's 13." Tristan was tall for his age!! He was like exactly my height! He also had blonde hair and brown eyes, but that's not important. "And last but not least, The twins," she said excitedly "Louis and James who are 5." I looked at the two boys, they had reddish, brown hair and green eyes.Seriously God, why couldn't you have taken my life.
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Stop walking away from me, do you want it to be the end of Forever and Never
See I told you I would put Chandler in the next chapter!!! I just didn't put a whole of him in it though. Lol XD.. Anyway Sam is Sam Elica (I think that's how you spell it) I don't own him, but the rest of the foster kids and Mrs. and Mr. Duran are my OCs. I don't know why I do the little italic things at the end, I just put them there because it sounds deep, I guess. Idk
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Forever and Never (Chandler Riggs Fanfic)
Fanfic"Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting." ― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan It all started with a car crash And then...