Song of the day: Ghost by Halsey because I've just been feeling that song.
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Luke
Hi. My name is Luke Robert Hemmings. I'm 16 years old and gay. I had an amazing mum dad and 2 brothers and we were your perfect family. Now read that sentence again. If you didn't realize that sentence is in past tense meaning I had an amazing mum dad and 2 brothers and we were your perfect family. That was until I was 15 and came out gay.Flashback
"Okay Luke. You can do this" I tried to give myself a little pep talk because today's the day I tell my family I'm full on gay and it's not a phase. "MUM DAD JACK BEN. CAN YOU GUYS COME DOWNSTAIRS. I HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING URGENT" On the outside I looked completely fine but in the inside I was screaming. "What's up Hun" my Mum said as her and the rest of my family came downstairs. "Can you guys take a seat in the living room?" I asked. They shook their heads and sat down. It was now time. What's the worst that can happen. They disown me or beat me. They love me they won't do that. Here I go. "Guys...I have something to tell you but please don't be mad. I've been thinking about this for a while and I finally realized what and who I truly am" I looked between my mum and dad. " Guys this is hard for me to say but I'm..I'm Gay" I looked at my family waiting for them to comfort me but I was so wrong. " Luke honey this is just a phase don't worry" my mum said. "No mum it isn't. When I kissed my friend Michael in year 3 there were so many sparks. When I kissed Aleisha nothing happened. It was gross." That's when hell broke lose. "NO SON OF MINE IS GAY. BEING GAY IS A SIN AND I DONT WANT THE TOWN TO KNOW I HAVE A FAGGOT OF A SON." My dad said. That's when tears started. I turned to my brothers but they had a face of disgust. That's when Jack said "We don't wanna a faggot for our brother so we're moving out. Away from here. I don't want to be infected by your faggotness. We're leaving next week. Bye Gay boy" and both my brothers walked out. I wanted to run away. To my friend Michael's house but I couldn't move. It was like I was paralyzed. My dad then came up to me and slapped me hard. That's when I ran. I ran to my room and I took out my only family aside form Michael. My blade.
Flashback over.So here I am in my room listening to Therapy to All Time Low. It's 5am but school doesn't start till 8am. My parents don't wake till 7:30am so I like to wake early so I can leave before they wake to avoid the beating. So yeah that's practically my whole story. I'm gay suicidal and my parents are drunkards who are also abusive. I'm happy no one else has a life like this. It's terrible.
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A/N
Okay so in the flashback part I obviously didn't write the part where he actually cut Bc I don't want people to be triggered by it.
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