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*SAD* Chapter 18 - Remember Me.

Sorry this is a day late, I didn't finish it :/

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Tucker's POV

*Two Minutes Earlier*

I had the ring in the back pocket of my jeans. We were all discussing a new multiplayer survival series, a sequel to Trinity Island. We were brainstorming names.

"What if you called it Calliscal Island?" Erin suggested.

"Naw, too pirate-y." Tom shook his head.

"Ytinirt Island? (Pronounced Why-In-Ert)" Jordan said grinning. We all looked at him like he was insane.

"Ya know, Trinity backwards?" We stared at him as the crickets chirped in the background.

"Never mind.." He mumbled.

"Uh.. What about-" I started. Then Jordan interrupted me.

"Hey, what's Sonja doing?" He asked in utter confusion. I looked over to Sonja. I didn't even notice her get up.

Before I even had a chance to speak, she spoke.

"Goodbye." She whispered.

Goodbye..? What?

Then she jumped. Off a cliff.

"SONJA!!" I heard Tom yell. Erin was screaming.

I ran over to the edge of the cliff, and looked around. I saw Sonja's limp body at the bottom.

All the sound stopped. I couldn't hear anything anymore. I fell to my knees.

"Sonja.. SONJA! Sonja, it will be okay, I'll come get you and we can.. We can.."

I felt a hand rest on my shoulder. It was Tom.

I saw that he was crying.

"S-she's gone, Tucker." He whispered in my ear.

I looked behind me and saw Jordan hugging Erin, both of them sobbing. I had never really seen Jordan cry before.

The thought finally registered in my head.

Sonja is dead. I'll never see her again. She committed suicide, and it was because of me!

I laid my head in my hands and let the tears fall. I cried for what felt like hours until I felt someone tap me. It was Tom, his face still white from the shock. He helped me up and we walked to the car. I could hear Erin crying behind me.

I made this happen. This was all my fault. I did this. I made her die.

The car ride was full of silence, the only exception was a few quiet sobs from me or Erin. I pulled the diamond ring out of my back pocket. I stared at it in sadness. All the memories of us, her and I, flooded my brain.

When we first met.

Of course, me being me I was a bit.. Salty. So, I pulled my middle finger out of my bag as a gift. I sure got a good laugh out of that.

Our 4 year anniversary.

That was around the time when all this junk started. We had a pretty boring long distance relationship before then, so I guess it was for the best.

When I went insane and punched Sonja.

This was one of the.. Not so good memories. But the thought of it made me laugh. I was crazy. Am I still crazy? I don't know.

When we found out that Jordan and Erin were dating.

Sonja knew before Tom and I. I almost laughed at the memory of Tom's shocked face.

The coupon.

THE COUPON. I made Sonja a coupon. And she used it.

I'm pretty sure at this memory I physically grinned at the ring. Everyone ignored me, they probably thought I was crazy.

When Sonj told me she was pregnant.

I was having a baby! The happiness was overwhelming. I saw myself hugging Sonja and smiling.

When she actually had Marley.

It was the best day of my life. Or was it? Maybe the best day of my life was when I met Sonja. Or else none of this would have happened. Or maybe it was the day I was born. If I wasn't born, none of this would've happened either. Or maybe, the day my parents were born... I'm thinking too hard about this.

The growing years with Marley.

When she passed. The car crash.

Sonja falling into depression without me knowing. Her killing herself.

The smile must have been replaced by tears because Tom reached over from the steering wheel and flipped the lid on the black velvet box shut.

I set the ring to the side and thought.

She died from her depression.

She was depressed because Marley died.

Marley died because I was not paying attention to the road.

I wasn't paying attention because I was thinking about how I could help Sonja.

I was thinking about that because She cut herself.

She cut herself because of her depression.

She had depression because I was ignoring her.

I was neglecting her because I was stressed out.

I was stressed out because I was going to propose to her.

This was all because I was going to ask her to marry me.

She died because of ME.

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Long-ish chapter for you guys! Only a few chapters left! Have you cried yet? Also, I realize that most of my readers don't talk. They just read it. That is totally fine with me! My favourite things though, are the comments. I can see what you think about the story!

-Ryley