Fixing Sol [FIN]

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[After a month- Ellaine’s POV]

Today is Saturday so free time ko. As usual, tambay ako sa bahay ni Sol. Hindi pa nga pala siya nakakapagmove on. Kasi kapag nagsa-slumber party ako sakanya, lagi siyang nagbabanggit ng Gilliane sa panaginip niya.

I guess I wasn’t enough.

So, ngayon nandito ako nanunuod ng Music and Lyrics kasama si Sol. Ang awkward lang ng kanta. Way Back Into Love?

 

Sol, can you show me the Way Back into Love?

One month ko na kasi siyang secret crush. Crush lang. Siguro. Dyan muna. I can’t step up with like and especially love. No, I don’t want to hurt again. I guess?

But maybe fixing Sol would be next to falling for him?

The chances are low and the water is really rough, I don’t want to risk another life. Because in this world, chances are limitless but hurting is vaster. That’s what I believe. Or I guess I should believe.

Nandun na sila sa part na nabuo na nila yung kanta and they were singing it. Nagkakagoosebumps ako sa bawat lyrics ng kanta. It speaks on how I feel.

I've been living with a shadow overhead,

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,

I've been lonely for so long,

Trapped in the past,

I just can't seem to move on

 

 

 

“Ang pogi ni Hugh Grant,” I tried to opening a topic. Ayokong maging awkward kami the whole day dahil sa isang kanta na talagang tumatagos sa bone marrow ko.

“Mas pogi ako,” he answered. I rolled my eyes back into the screen.

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,

Just in case I ever need 'em again someday,

I've been setting aside time,

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind.

“Ang ganda nung movie nila,” I said while getting a handful of popcorn.

Para naman akong nakuryente noong nagkadikit yung palad namin. Eto na ba yung sinasabi nila na feeling na nararanasan kapag nadidikit sa gusto mo?