dear hadley

october 17: i miss you

October 17, 2015
7:43 p.m
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Dear Hadley,
I went to your house last night. Your grandmother is one of the nicest lady's I have ever crossed paths with. She offered me food, but I did not eat it. I was so nervous about seeing you, I was afraid it would just come right back up. Tyler and I were watching a movie, when I finally heard your angelic voice. I ran to the kitchen to see you, and there you were. Standing on the kitchen tiles wearing your favorite sleep shirt, that had a sheep on it. You looked so beautiful, Hadley. God. I wish you knew how beautiful you are. I had some of my letters in my back pocket, so I showed you them. You pushed them away and gave me a confused face. I swear my heart dropped when you started to talk to me. I will never forget what you asked me. "Who are you?"

So, here's another shot to you my dear (I've started to drink again), to fill the hole in my heart.

Love, Grayson