Detached.

4) Memories.

" Scar relax, everything is gonna be just fine okay." Collin reassures me as we walk inside our new high school. First day of being a freshman all over again, the thought of my first day in middle school comes to mind. Collin walks off ahead of me as I hesitantly stand inside by the doors not wanting to face the other students. Collin stops walking once he turns around only to find me not behind him, he turns and walks back down the hall towards me. " Scar we gotta go c'mon." He says as he grabs my hand and holds it in his. I always felt a little better when Collin did that, like i get butterflies in my stomach every time I don't know why. About half way down the hall I stop walking and pull my hand out of Collins. He turns and looks down into my light brown eyes,
" What's wrong Scar ?" He questions his voice light and caring. " I just don't want high school to be as bad as middle school was. " I say remembering how badly I was bullied in middle school. " Scar stop thinking of the worst possibilities okay, If anything happens you let me know and I'll be there for you I promise." Collin says while hugging me tightly and I can't help but nuzzle up to him, I love his hugs. He begins to loosen his grip on our hug and I had hoped it last just a little bit longer. " As much as I'd love to keep hugging you Scar we kinda have classes in 2 minutes." Collin says looking at me with his crystal blue eyes. I nod finally letting go of him. " We'll finish our hug later." I smile at Collins words as he grabs ahold of my hand again and we walk into the office to get our class schedules. I look down at my schedule and then I look over at Collins.

My schedule:
1) History  2)Algebra 1
3) English 4) Chemistry 5) Lunch
6)Art 7) PE
Collin smiles widely at me before nudging my arm a little. " See I told you stop thinking of the worst outcomes, look we have most classes together." I smile slightly at Collin, " But you're free 7th period so I'll be all alone." I start to sigh when Collin slips his hand under my chin and lifts my head up just enough to meet his eyes. " Hmm, so I'll just come hang with you during 7th okay?" A blush creeps upon my cheeks, " Okay." Is all I manage to squeak out as Collin and I walk down the hall to our first class of the day. History.
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I'm brought back to reality when I feel something wet and cold splash across my face. " Wake up hoe." I hear that same deep familiar accent that belongs to the one and only- "CHICKEN NUGGET!!" Konnor cuts my thoughts off, but I can't help but die in laughter . I really want some chicken nuggets now. " Just letting you know you slept through about half of asylum." Konnor says chuckling a bit. I grab my phone off the night stand to check the time. 3:17 am. I get up off Konnors bed and walk over to our mini fridge and pull out a water. " Hey Scar pass me one please." Konnor pleads so I reach back down in the fridge for another one. While walking over to my own bed I toss Konnor her water bottle, but I forgot to give her the heads up to catch it and accidentally hit her in the stomach. " What the hell Scar !" Konnor shouts at me but I just giggle and sit on the edge of my bed. " Sorry."
I look over to Konnor who is typing away on her laptop and for the first time I notice she has a tattoo. On the inside of her left forearm there's a mermaid tattoo kinda like the one Harry styles has. " Are you aspiring to be Harry styles ?" I ask. Konnor chuckles, " No, but I have to admit the guy has great style." I giggle to myself Harry styles has style. Of course he does. " So did it hurt ?" Konnor stops typing for a moment and looks over to me. " No not all of them." She says then taking a sip of her water.
" So you have more tattoos then?" I ask another question. " You ask a lot of questions you know, but yes I do have other tattoos." I sit quietly thinking for a second. I've always wanted a tattoo but the thought of a needle piercing my skin just terrifies me.

I'm pulled outta my thoughts by the sound of music and I instantly know who that is. Halsey. I start singing along to the words " All we do is drive, all we do is think about the feelings that we hide." I look up to find Konnor staring at me like I've got 4 heads or something. " YOU FUCKING KNOW!!" Konnor says loud and excitedly. " Who doesn't know about Halsey? I love her."  Konnor smiles widely, " Hands down I couldn't have asked for a better roommate."  I grin at Konnor.  " High five ?"
She leans over as if about to get out of bed to give me a high five before slouching back down. " Eh, air five I don't wanna get up." We both chuckle then give each other our epic air high five and by the looking of it seems as if we would've missed our high five completely. 
" All we do is drive, and California never felt like home to me and California never felt like home to me." I listen as Konnor sings a bit and I notice she has a really great voice. " You know it's kinda funny cause you were born in England and not Cali so I'd see why it doesn't feel like home to you." I saying chuckling and Konnor just rolls her eyes at me. " You're not funny." Konnor says but I can see her grinning slightly. I'm funny she knows i am. I look over as she's typing on her laptop and I notice she has another tattoo. On her left wrist but I can't make all the words out. " We're broken but still living." Konnor says looking at me and I sit confused by what she means. " The tattoo Scar, it says we're broken but still living, I saw you trying to read it." She scans her eyes over me before looking back at her computer screen.
" Can I ask you something?" I say and Konnor looks at me like ' here she goes again with all these damn questions ' but she nods yes assuring I can ask my question. " Why'd you get that tattoo?" Konnor closes her laptop and shifts around on the bed so she's facing me.
" Tattoos are permanent and so before I get any tat I ask myself how much does it mean to me, cause it's gonna be there for the rest of my life so the words mean a lot to me." I take in Konnors words before asking my next question. " What do the words mean to you?" Konnor gets under her covers and rests her head on the pillow, " That's a story for another day Scar." She closes her eyes and I take that as my cue to leave her be so she can sleep. " Goodnight Konnor." I call out to her and she returns the favor back, " thanks for the game of 21 questions, goodnight Scar." She says chuckling and before I know it I hear the sound of her light little snores.

An: so we had our little ship at the beginning with Scar and Collin ( Scarlin) af . Then we had Scar and Konnor ( Sonnor) af cause they friendship goals omg. But hope you enjoyed this chapter and chapter 5 is in progress so it'll be up pretty soon hopefully lol. Anyways until the next chapter :)
All the love x

Sn: sorry if they're are spelling errors I'm just honestly to lazy to proof read sometimes buh anyways later guys :p