Summerella's Story

Chapter 15

I realised how stupid i was for believing dis boy i mean what was the point of him asking me out if he was gonna cheat im such an idiot how could i eva trust him, afta everything I did for him
I done so much for him nd his payback was breaking my heart 😥😔 I started crying in bed den my grandma walked in i tried to wipe the tears off quickly but dere was no point she had already clocked i was crying cah my eyes were red
"Who's the eediat boy dat is making u cry" she said
"No one" i said
"I know ur lying to me darling" she said
I broke down into tears nd she hugged me to comfort me
"I thought he was the one grandma" i said
"Boys are all the same I remember wen i went through it wen i was younger" she said
I smiled
"Fuck the boys babe they just fuck wiv ur brain and feelings just focuse wiv skool now" she said
I looked at her in shock because of the fact that she had just swore
"Grandma u just swore 😂" i said laughing
"Just because im old I can't swear now" she said nd kissed her teeth
I was laughing so hard till i got a phone call I looked at the caller id and it was Ray kmt my face expression went from 0 - 💯 real quick ni**a i looked at ma grandma nd she looked at my phone den i looked at my phone again den we both looked at each other den she just walked out AWKWARD ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ anyways i ignored his calls but he kept pinging down my fucking phone so i just picked up
Me; why tf r u pinging down my phone pls kmt
Ray; y u so pissed off
Me; fuck u bruv ur such a fucking liar u just used me for beats thats it ur a dick'ed dont bell line again
B4 he could say anything i locked off kmt I couldn't be asked for fuck boys I snapped out of my thoughts wen the door bell rang
"SWEETHEART U HAVE SOMEONE HERE FOR U IM GOING OUT YH BYE" she shouted out
"TELL THE PERSON TO COME UPSTAIRS AND BYE GRANDMA LOVE U" I shouted back
I heard footsteps coming towards my door I waited for the person to open the door and OH MY GARD why tf was he here
"Why tf r u here" i said
"Cah I wanted to know y u were pissed off" Ray said
"Just fuck off I don't wanna talk to you we're not dealing anymore" i said
"Why tf r u being a bitch" he said
"Don't you fucking dare say that u think I don't know u cheated on me u still have the audacity to come here fuck off Ray u disgust me" i said
"Shit..." He said
I turned my back to him nd started crying in silence he got on my bed nd tried to touch me but i flinched
"Im sorry" he said
"I can forgive you but we'll never be together again" i said
"Nah u can't do this to me dat bitch dont mean shit to me" he said
"I don't mean shit to u either" i said
"U mean the world to me" he said
"Im just a beat for u dont fucking sell me dreams then hurt me dont fucking do that if u wanna play games play it wiv ur bitches not me" i said
"Im feeling u tho" he said
He came closer to me and started kissing my neck my weak spot
"Stop it see u only came here for sex I swear u just had ur dick in some hoe's pussy" i said
He looked down on the bed
"Exactly, I ain't tryna catch hvi" i said
"Im sorry bae what else am I meant to do" he said
"Fuck off my life thats what ur meant to do" i said
"I am ur life cah i know u love me" he said
"U disgust me" i said
"U makee horny wen ur angry" he said
I chuckled a little den put a straight face on
"Shut up im being serious" i said
"Ur my princess" he said
😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 that fully just melted my heart gard knows it did I love him too much that I can't even be angry at him i just wanna forgive him but I don't want him to think that he can cheat on me anytime he wants then come back to me and call me princess nd i forgive him straight away nah he needs to know that what he did was wrong and he can't do it again so im not forgiving him yet
"U don't treat me like one, u treat me just like one of ur hoes nd is funny because all them hoes ur cheating on me weren't there at the hospital wen u got shot were they, cah the only one I remember being there was me,ur boy & some of ur family but obviously u don't appreciate that, that's y im done wiv u because once u cheat u always gonna cheat and im not looking to get my heart broken a multiple times actually i aint looking forward to get my heart broken at all" i said nd broke down into tears
Ray-shay;
Seeing her like this broke my heart u might not believe it but i do love this girl she's the one for me & im not looking forward to loose her forever
"Uno there was once that i actually thought u were the one for me but i guess i was completely wrong" she said
"Shhh dont say dat i love u ur the only girl i ever loved" i said
"If im apparently the 'only girl' u ever loved how do u actually know u love me wen u never loved any1 b4" she said
"I dont tell bitches my real name i dont let dem sleep ova mine for more then a day nd i most definitely would neva come afta dem or pinging down their phone" i said
"Good hope u meet some1 better den me dat neva got raped b4 now just get out pls i really dont feel like talking u anymore" she said
"Rae please" i begged
"Nah just go fuck one of ur hoes nd u'll forget about me in a hot sec" she said nd smiled
I stood up nd started leaving until she called my name i turned around in excitement she ran up to me nd lipsed passionately me nd huged me tightly like she was never gonna see me again
"I love u so much but im just following my heart" she said
I shook my head
"Ur following ur brain not heart nd i love u to" i said nd left