Angels Forever // Ziam

Eight

[Zayn]

I wen't back to the couch where i left Liam expecting to see him still sitting there but i didn't. I wondered and my mind quickly started panicking. I knew he wouldn't just leave, he can't see. I knew he wouldn't just get up and go off with a stranger, he doesn't trust anyone. I ask around but to no avail, no one seems to have even known he was here, or even knew him. Still looking through the crows i find Harry, sitting down near the cooler drinking with Josh. "Hey have you seen Liam, I can't find him anywhere and i'm freaking out", i asked panicking but trying not to show too much emotion. 

"Erm no man, i haven't", Harry quickly spits out. 

I look around to see if i could see anything and i spot a dark brown shed that looks like it's falling to pieces. Running towards it i could hear low whimpers, my mind shattering into a million pieces hoping it wasn't Li. The shed's door creaked as i opened it, and at first glance i saw nothing but a tool wall and a crafting table and an empty beer can on top of it. At second glance i gazed at the floor, finding Li huddled in the fetus position: shivering, dry tears, and low whimpering. Quickly falling to the floor to hold him. "Baby baby what happened", i shriek in fear noticing the heavily blood stain on his pants. "I..I". 

[Liam]

I paused for a short while after Zayn had asked what happened to  me. I was too ashamed to tell him the truth, but i felt horrible lying to him. "I..I. I tried to look for you, and i don't know how but i came walking out here and bumping into this shed", I muttered as i held back my tears. "Why are you bleeding from your leg", Zayn asked distressed. "I must have scraped myself with something, i don't know what. That's why i'm on the floor", I laughed with an uneasy tone hoping he couldn't see through my lie. "Well let me look at it", he asked concerned. 

"No baby no, i'm fine really", I smiled. I was really good at pretending i was, i have been for my entire life. I sort of began to actually believe myself. "Mmm okay baby, let's get you out of here yeah?", he asked me with a comforting look, despite me not being able to see. "Yeah", i smiled back fake. 

He aided me back to the car believing what i told him because i was limping the whole way. The sunset turned and night creeped about the corner fast. On our way home i couldn't help but replay the whole situation in my head, i was angry and sad. I began to cry apprehensively. I wiped away as Zayn placed his hand on mine, not even aware of what actually happened, he was clueless. 

As we pulled up to the house i waited for him to help me out and take me upstairs. My mom and Trish were sitting at the table drinking a glass of wine, too into their chat to even acknowledge us. I whisper to Zayn to take me up so i could shower. Doing as he's told, he guides me up the stairs to the bathroom. 

Slowly taking off my shirt i cover myself waiting for Zayn to leave. He puts down my clean clothes and walks out. I slowly pull down my pants and then my briefs, shuddering. Covering myself with my hands still as i step into the shower and turn it on. I was still sick to my stomach about what happened, i was shocked and i was depressed. It's twisted how someone can take someone else's happiness in the blink of an eye and not even feel no sympathy or regret. Harry nor Josh felt nothing for me, they certainly didn't feel regret. I began to sob, wailing silently against the tile wall. Looking down i could see all the dry blood washing off from my body. I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything, just to get rid of this, these thoughts, whispers in my mind. Did they rape my head, too? It already is bigger than everything else. It lives in front of me, behind me, next to me, inside me. I'm dictated by it. Dictated by thought that my innocence was forced from me. Alone with thoughts of what have happened, I let myself get carried away into the silent screams of delirium. The terror took me. The cage was locked and the curtains were drawn. That's how i felt. I felt like my body had been pierced with poison, drowning me in darkness. 

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Sorry if this chapter was so short i didn't want to keep describing how dark it was for Liam, i think you guys get that. You know even though this story has taken a dark dark and deep turn there's still going to be the happy and positive moments. 

I try to aim mostly at about 2000- 3000 words per update/chapter. Is that good enough? I dunno. Anyways iv'e been feeling really down these last couple of weeks, it's just loneliness i guess. I didn't want to come back to being home-schooled exactly for that reason but the fucking dumb ass school didn't pick up my transfer papers. 

Quick question, do you guys like when i talk to you after the chapter ends, i am not really sure and i don't wanna just keep at it when no one even gives a shit. 

But POOR LIAM!!! It was so hard writing that, he's just so sweet and innocent like NO GIRL NO! If you guy's want me to start adding different *POVS* such as Harry's, Niall's then tell me. I don't have a problem fusing them with the story even more.

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